Been sitting all alone

Been sitting all alone
I wish i had from me a clone
To share all of the things that hurts
All i have now is just my cigarette-s
I wish i had a friend - a true friend
But sadly all of it comes to an end
Yeah they listen yeah they sympathize
But they dont see the problem's size
Today i told them
Tomorrow they ruin-em
They dont take it as a matter
Sadly from inside i shatter
I dont give a thing to them
So here am i caring about the rhythm
When i say i've been crying all the night
They laugh they wonder how a man can cry
Its the nature of a human being to have cold feelings
I never hurt anyone
But also they all hurt me like am the one
I thought they are my friends
But no , am just an air to them
My existence doesn't matter
I dont matter
My life doesn't matter
I pray to god everyday to have a friend
But unfortunately i have no one
Why i care
Why i stare
Why i wonder
Why i am being tinder
Screw my feelings
Because from inside am bleeding
I wish i pray i cry to god to take me to him
Because i am sick, am sick, am sick
No one deserves