Complicated

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<Kirito's PoV>

Asuna didn't know that I had disappeared last night and news about Yuna spread. However she just said there were kidnappers and that she was saved by a man in black. Quinella has increased the number of guards around the hotel and limited time outside for students. But what bugged me was how I killed that man mercilessly. I didn't care one bit. That's what bugged me. Something in my mind was telling me I should be angry or sad but I couldn't. I was satisfied... if i tell Sortiliena she will kill me and probably disown our friendship.

I shake my head... it's got to be done. I walk over to Senpai at breakfast as she was sitting with Yui and Asuna. "Senpai a word in private please" I say and she smiles and nods.

We walk into an empty corridor and stop. "Kirito what is wrong? You looked troubled" She says and feels my face but I push her hand away. She was confused. I know. I guess this is it.

"The one that saved Yuna was me." I say.

"Oh... well that's great? But why do you seem distant?" She asks.

"Because I killed a man" I say.

<Sortiliena PoV>

Once he said that I just stared at him. His eyes were lifeless and his tone was dry. It was like he didn't even care that he did it or is telling me! I knew having the Devils power was a mistake. I wanted to slap him but his face went to distress. "I'm annoyed... why can't I feel anything about it! Deep down I want to be angry and sad at myself but I feel satisfied! I don't like it! I'm sorry!" He says holding his head in pain.

I felt so bad... I remembered what he saw when his parents were murdered and how brutal it was. And then the nights he suffered torture with the laughing coffin. Someone who survives that will change. And being around death and torture most of recent times I guess he couldn't control his anger anymore but it's still no excuse.

But I hug him. "I'm mad at you Kirito. To kill is a major sin! And I cannot comprehend you would do such a thing. I am disappointed. But I know you don't have a soul anymore... and it's hard to determine what morales are. So I can't hate you! I know you've been through so much pain and death and torture. I will still support you" I say.

"Senpai.."

"However until you find a way to control your anger and regain your emotions. I will seal of your connection with the devil" I say and place my hand on his chest and the whole corridor illuminates and then dies out. Kirito is then unconscious in my arms. I guess it needed a lot of his power to restrain.

I carried him to his room and lay him down on his bed and tuck him in. This had to be done... I'm sorry Kirito.

<Asuna's PoV>

Senpai came back down but Kirito had no returned which got me worried. "Nee chan where is daddy" Yui says to senpai. She then looks at me and gives a nervous smile. That means he's done something reckless hasn't he?

"He's not feeling well." Senpai says. He looked fine when he came down though... did he go somewhere last night again? I did here movement but it must have been my imagination last night. Then I think back to his scar. There was a massive one on his chest like a blade wound. Could it be that? Some type of disease in that wound that's starting to grow?

"Alice... you've studied medicine?" I ask the blonde.

"Yes! My mother is a doctor and she taught me as a child... remember I showed you once last year" She says and I recall that trip to the hospital. I nod. "I have a favour to ask" I say and I stand up and she follows me while I leave Yui with Senpai.

"So whats the favour?" She asks.

"Can you analyse one off Kirito kun's scars?" I ask and she looks at me.

"Okay... but why?" She asked

"I don't know... it was right near his heart so him to be in good condition is weird. And it looks recent because I can still see some dead skin" I say and she nods.

"Okay I'll have a look" She says.

We enter my room and see Kirito fast asleep on his bed. As I approach him and shake him he doesn't wake up. It was like he was in a coma. I then lifted his shirt up and revealed his tones but scarred abs and I blush as I have a feel of them. I also see Alice's hand touch his abs but I push it off.

"No!" I say with a blush.

"Eh! No fair that you get this hottie!" She says and I blush even more.

"Shut up! He's mine" I whisper the last part but she heard me because she laughs.

"That confirms it... and don't worry Asuna. Even though Kirito is hot and all he's not my type." Alice says and I smile. I sigh in relief and take of Kirito's shirt and reveal the scar on his chest.

"Impossible!" She says as he feels the scar and takes a look at it close up. "What's wrong!?" I say getting a bit panicked.

"he should be dead!" Alice says.

"Eh what do you mean!?" I shout getting even more worried.

"That is a sword wound straight into the heart!" She says and I take a look a it and realise it was in line with his heart beat...

But how...