We'll Always Be Forever.

Before We Met...

You had your girlfriend ; And I was Alone.

You were so happy ; And I was filled with hatred. You had everything you could ever want..., Your life was perfect.

Or so...I thought.

I watched you as you were forgiven for your mistakes , I envied you. How you got away with so much. You had it easy , You had the one thing I desired most....Love.

Or so...I thought.

" You lucky basterd. " I thought to myself , I watched you as you and your girlfriend walked together hand in hand.

" Why does it bother me so much seeing them together?..Do...I...l-like hi- No of course I don't.." I looked up at the sight of you and your girlfriend , You both smiled.

You both seemed so happy.

I frowned , My gaze fell to the floor.

" I'll never have what you have." I whispered under my breath . I turned and walked away with my sorrows trailing behind me.

I was left alone with my thoughts once again.

I entered a cold and dark environment , a bright light was shined on me. I remember this feeling...the feeling of...loneliness.

In the corner on my mind appeared a dark figure, I've seen it before but I didn't like anything about it just like it didn't like anything about me , Just upon staring at it

Everything suddenly became very negative.

Everything I wanted to forget came back to haunt me , My mistakes reminded me of my imperfections. Unable to escape yourself...it's all so...frightening.

" Oh but he's cheated on girls. He's used them only for sex..., Don't fall for him he'll only hurt you , besides it's not like your nothing more than some whore. No better from the rest. Who wants someone like you ?"

"..B-but..I learned from my mistakes..., I know what I did was wrong..." I fought back my thoughts.

" Open your eyes. Don't be a fool. He's nothing but a tool, not worth your time. Save yourself for someone else , He's not for you.."

" Im not a fool , Nor am I interested in Pathetic Love , Don't think so little of me. It's people like him who make me wanna die , Disgusting and pitiful. "

The dark figure smiled discreetly.

" Wonderful~ Im glad we're on the same page dear ..." The dark figure crawled near mr and brought its face close to my ear and whispered...

" The moment you fall for him is the moment you suffer...Remember all the other times , The pain you felt...Don't let that happen agian.."

My heart shattered as I remembered all the bad that once happened , being betrayed by those who once said they loved me. How wrong they were to do what they did...

" I Know..." Was all I was able to say , The scars that still remained from before are still oozing with pain.

The dark figure looked down on me and simply disappeared along with it's negative energy . Leaving the critical impact it had on me . I wanted nothing more to do with "Love" I was sick of it .They're all Cheaters , Liars , And everyone is ungrateful! I'm done with everyone , I'm not gonna put up with anyone anymore.

And then suddenly something inside me snapped. It was then when at that moment I realized that the mean and evil spirited bitch inside me engulfed what was once an innocent girl with once good intentions.