She'll never know... (girlxgirl)

Chapter 7

What if she hates me? What if we can't be friends anymore? I can't let that happen. I love her. And I don't just mean that I'm in love with her. I love her as a friend too. I don't wanna lose her.

The thought of losing her made me want to cry. I could see our spot in the distance. Its basically a wall of trees, splitting the park in half. Everyone thinks its the end of the park and that there is a cliff and that if u pass the trees you'd fall to your death. One day when we were sitting in the park, I decided I wanted to see what was behind the trees. She didn't agree at first but after some convincing, we went to see it and found that it was a small field with a little abandoned river at the end.

I got to the trees and made sure no one was looking. I walked in and saw her leaning on a tree by the river. I'm so nervous. What does she want to tell me?

"Hey..." She looked up at me and my heart skipped a beat.

"Hey. So about Friday..."

"Yea. I'm sorry about that. I shouldn't have done that. You were probably joking and..."

I was cut off by lips crashing into mine.

"Shut the fuck up and let me talk. I was trying to say that I think I like you. And that I'm sorry for being a jerk and ignoring you. I thought that you got my text but hated me or something and I know it's asking a lot, but do you think you could give us a chance?"

I couldn't really process everything. She kissed me. And did she just say she likes me? Or am I hearing things? I think I'm going crazy.

"You're not going crazy. Yes I just kissed you and said I like you. So?"

"Um... shit. I said that out loud didn't I? Yes, of course I'll give this a chance."

"Cool..."

"Yeah. Can we go back to being friends again? I hated the silence."

"We can't go back to being friends." I felt my heart drop to the ground. Didn't she just ask me out? Has she changed her mind already?

"What? Why not?" I probably sound desperate and pathetic right now but I don't I care.

"Because I like you more than a friend should." She looked a bit nervous, which was adorable. I couldn't stop the smile from creeping onto my lips. I'm so happy right now. The girl I'm in love with (but I'd never tell her that) said she liked me. Is it possible to die from happiness?

The sound of a phone ringing snapped me out of my thoughts. I realized it was my phone. Fuck. It's my mom.

"Hey mom, what's up?"

"What's up?!?!?! Get your butt over here, that's what's up!!!!"

"Mom. What's wrong? "

"Get over here right now!!!" Then the line went dead.

"Sorry Liz but I gotta go home."

"Liz, huh? I like that. Don't I at least get a goodbye kiss?" Since when is she so cocky? I kissed her cheek, afraid of repeating last weekend's accident. She frowned at me.

"I'm starting to get the feeling that you don't like me." What? Is she serious?

"What? I do. I really do."

"Then why won't you give me a real kiss. Here?" She said with a finger to her lips.

Because I'm afraid you'll run away again. That's why.

"Aww. Hun, that'll never happen." Wait did I say that out loud?

"Yes, you did. Are you ever gonna kiss me?" Again? Really? Fuck it. She wants me to kiss her. And that's exactly what I'm gonna do.

I leaned closer until our faces were only a few centimeters away. I love her sent. It smells like vanilla and mint. It drives me crazy. I looked into those hypnotic hazel eyes and fell in love all over again. I brought my lips to hers and we kissed slowly and passionately for about a minute until my phone vibrated in my pocket.

I pulled back and saw it was a message from my mom telling me to hurry up.

"I really gotta go. I'm sorry. I'll call you tonight." I said and gave her a peck on the lips and walked to my car, probably grinning like an idiot.