First Time loving a real one

Chapter 1

Erin
I honestly don't know how I got myself in this predicament to begin with, I'm 24 years old, I shouldn't have to deal with any of this heartache at this age. I should be out living my life right now not sitting at home with a glass of Taka Vodka on the rocks listening to Fantasia sing about these trifling niggas out here, but here I am. Let me start off by introducing myself, my name is Erin Michaels I'm 24 years old born and raised in New Orleans, La and you know your girl is a Saint's fan Who Dat Nation! I teach 3rd grade at Paul Habans Charter School, I've always had a passion for helping little kids. When I was little the neighborhood kids used to call me Mother Goose, I was always trying to play school with them. I am an only child to Paula and Donald Michaels. My mother is a retired school teacher and my dad is one of the most powerful judges Orleans parish has ever seen.
Enough about my background back to the situation at hand, I know yall wondering why I'm sitting here wallowing in self-pity. Well my no-good boyfriend accidently butt dialed me and guess who gets the shock of their life when I hear another bitch in the background asking my man when will he leave that boring chick hes with? Of course I gave that nigga the biggest Fuck You over the phone granted he didn't hear me before I hung the phone up. Now I'm not one of those chicks that go around hollering what my man will and wont do because lets be honest ladies we don't know what these niggas will do when the opportunity is presented to them.
I just thought that after 5 years this nigga wouldn't be on this fuck shit! It's not like we getting any younger I'm ready to get married and have a couple kids, but he wanna be a Hot boy! Now ladies did you read that correct I've been with this trifling ass nigga for 5 years ok let me back up a little bit. I was always the good church girl never went to any parties growing up unless it was the family barbeque or an event at the church. I always knew I wanted to be a teacher, so I worked extra hard in school to get the good grades. Ya girl graduated Magnum Cum Lade with a 4.1 GPA, so you know those academic scholarships were pouring in from everywhere. Now I could have went to a school out of state but like I said I was a good church going girl, so I stayed and went to Tulane University.
Now I did however stay on campus I told my parents I wanted the full college experience, when I really wanted to get from under their roof and just live life like a normal college kid. Now the first semester I would study all the time and not go to any parties but my roommates Amarie and Kamron were a little wild and always told me Erin you never have fun didn't you tell us that you wanted to stay on campus to get the full college experience well that comes with going to parties. All the pushing they did finally worked, little did I know that one party would change my life forever. That's where I met Trey you know the trifling ass nigga, now back then he wasn't what he is now. He was a frat boy and starting point guard for the basketball team.
When I first saw this nigga he had my virgin ass wetting my panties! Yall this nigga was the finest thing I had ever seen walking, low cut hair with some waves that will have anyone sea sick if they stared too long. He wasn't buff per say but he had an athletic type build and the biggest pink moist looking LL cool J lips! Now yall know how LL would do just lick them big pink lips. He was tall and I'm a short female, so I love me a tall man. Long story short when he saw me he had to come over and I should have known when he opened his mouth to say Hi my name is Trey what's your name sexy, that he was a fuck boy!
No my damn ass was blinded, now me and Trey dated all throughout college and we decided when we graduated we would get married and start a family well its been almost 2 years and nothing! Granted Trey also thought that he was going to get drafted into the NBA, but a torn ACL stopped all that. Now for someone with a master's in business administration he doesn't use it at all. Trey is what you would call your local dope boy, after that injury that ended his basketball career he started to change. When we graduated I went immediately into the work force while Trey got mixed up with his cousins and got deep into the drug game.
I know what yall are probably thinking why would you stay with him and risk your career or risk your dad finding out that your boyfriend works in the same streets hes trying to clean up. Love lol love is the only thing I can think of, I fell in love with him, so in love with him that I've become stupid and blind to the bullshit that he does even when its right in front of my face! I know yall reading this are probably like girl the best way to get over a nigga is to get under a new one! Yall gotta understand something about me I was a virgin when I first got with Trey it took me 2 years to finally take that step with him and that's when shit went all downhill I became a dick silly bitch something I never thought would happen to me.
Oh sounds like fuck boy trey is here I can hear his loud ass music bumping Kevin Gates, "Baby you in here? The fuck is it so dark in this bitch, and why the fuck you listening to this depressing ass shit!" I just sat at the table paying his ass no mind, Yo Erin you don't hear me calling you, fuck is you drinking, yo ass don't even drink? He gave me a funny look and I just stared at this nigga as I pressed play on my phone. Oh yall think I didn't record that motherfucking conversation, I just felt in my spirit that some sneaky shit was going on when he butt dialed me.
"What the fuck is this Erin, who is that and why you playing this shit for me to listen to?" Why am I playing this shit Trey, you can't be serious or think I'm that stupid? Who the fuck is this bitch and why is she speaking on my name and asking you when you gone leave me? Let me know the fuck is good Trey, are you cheating on me with this bitch? I watched as he drug his hand down his face and looked up at the ceiling like the answer was supposed to magically fall from the sky or some shit. "Yo Erin I don't know what type of games you playing right now but I'm not in the mood to do this with you right now."
Oh I was hot as fuck now, as I jumped up from the table. Nigga what fuck you mean you not in the mood to do this right now? You gonna answer me I don't give a fuck what you going through right now I'm only going to ask you this one more time. Who the fuck is she Trey and so God help me if you lie to me I'm knocking all this shit over, I yelled. "Baby I don't know who that bitch is, I was in Popeyes getting one of them damn sandwiches. Do you know how many niggas name Trey are in N.O. It's a common name my baby, you know I would never cheat on you! You my heart Erin pretty soon you gonna be my wife and the mother of my kids, I just need to get my street shit in order first.
I stared at this nigga trying to see if I believed this bullshit he was spitting. Trey I don't know that's too close for comfort it sounded like she was right there, and I heard your voice. "Erin it don't matter what the fuck you heard if your nigga is telling you that it ain't shit then that's what the fuck it is! Baby we been together to long for this insecurity shit to be popping up." Insecurities? Trey I'm not... "ssshh he told me as he walked up on me baby don't even worry about that right now", he pulled me in between his legs and kissed my lips. "Erin you know you are my only woman and I love the Fuck outta you Ma I would never cheat on you". I know Trey its just you butt dialed me and, "and nothing Erin I'm a street nigga and my name starting to ring bells in these streets, so bitches are taking notice of me, and I don't need my woman out here thinking I'm cheating on her if she see a bitch in my face." I thought about what he was saying I know that dating a street nigga does bring out all the bitches, but if they think they have something coming with mine they are sadly mistaken! I may be a good girl per say but this good girl got them hands and I'll beat a bitch ass for ever thinking she can try me!
"Erin... hello come back you zoned out for a second, do you hear what I'm telling you I got you baby I would never have you out here looking stupid." I rolled my eyes and moved away from him, yeah well you better hope so for your sake anyway I tossed over my shoulder as I walked to the room and slammed the door. I was going to leave it alone for right now, but I would be watching this nigga very closely from now on. I just don't have the energy to deal with this shit and I'm feeling a little tipsy at the moment, but Trey better be watching how he move from now on because I will be gone if I find out otherwise, he will only get one chance to play me and I know before I'm gone!