11/18 1:02 P.M.
Just tried to kill myself for the 11th time. Not sure how much more i can take of this, everywhere i look there's another person pointing their finger and laughing at me. I don't know what i did to deserve this, but whatever it is, i wish they would all just die, i didn't do anything to anyone to desrve this bullshit. One of theses days i'm going to snap, and that will be that, no one will ever laugh at me again.
11/18 3:15 P.M.
Just watched the news, one of the bullies that would always beat up on me just got into an accident, he is currently in the hospitol with major injuries.... they don't know if he's going to make it..... karma's a bitch i guess.... serves his ass right.
11/19 12:56 A.M.
What have i done? i can't believe i just did that, i just actually did that, everyone's going to know it was me...... but why would they? no one looks me way unless they are picking on me...... i'd be the last place anyone would look..... kind of ironic, he bullies me for years, beating me up, stuffing me in lockers....... it's not like he didn't deserve it.....
