I think about the people i have allowed into my life and how they have shaped the person i have became. I believe friendships have a purpose and once that purpose is served u have to let dead friendships go but what do u do when u still care for them? U go from sharing everything with one person to avoiding everything about them in all when the crazy thing is it be they fault u not friends anymore. Sometimes i miss them but the way we fell out just makes me not even wanna tell them because it proves them right that i do miss them and did value they friendship but when they started acting different then the person i know they are i had to let them go ive learned to forgive them but when major things happen around me and i have no one who completely understand like they did it become hard for me to communicate with people who do care about me. I feel used i feel a lot of emotions i cant describe about the situation. One thing i did learn though was that u really cant trust anybody with ur emotions completely and thats really sad cause I thought they were the one person who wouldn't do that to me.
It felt good to get this out.😊
