It all started with a kiss {KageHina}

The one where they kiss part2

So, let's get something straight right off the bat:

Hinata Shoyo is not gay.

That he borrowed some yaoi manga from his girl friend (because he was curious) right after his and Kageyama's first quick attack together? Totally irrelevant. That he sometimes catches himself checking out Kageyama's ass during practice? Unimportant to the point. That he bumps shoulders with Kageyama during a game more than he probably has to? Insignificant.

Because Hinata Shoyo is not gay.

He isn't.

However

That he's kissing the day lights out of Kageyama like his life depends on it in the middle of a court, while his teammates are watching?

Maybe just a tiny bit gay.

That he's breathlessly staring at Kageyama's gorgeous face like he's a gift from the heavens right after he kissed the day lights out of him?

Maybe gay.

That he's totally planning on doing it again?

Maybe kinda really gay.

Hinata is so fucked.

"Call me a dumbass again and I'll throw you in a trashcan, moron," Kageyama says, scowling. Or at least, trying to scowl. It would probably work better if his breath wasn't ghosting over Hinata's lips. Or if his breathing wasn't raggedy, like he just ran a marathon. Or if his tone wasn't adoring out of all things. And why in the hell does being thrown in a trashcan sound sexy?

Hinata totally wants to be thrown in a trashcan.

"I'd like to see you try"

God, Hinata is smiling like an idiot, isn't he? Like an idiot who just got kissed by the guy who can play volleyball like a god and who looks constipated when he's trying to smile and who can make Hinata feel like he can take on the world just by looking his way.

Hinata is so smiling like an idiot.

"What the fuck?!" Ryunosuke screams.

And yep, Hinata is back to earth again.

Ryunosuke's shout seem to break the weird daze of adrenalin Kageyama was in. His grip on Hinata's shirt loosens as his eyes widen a fraction. He looks like he's just seen a ghost. Or like he wasn't in control of what he was doing and now he's aware of his actions.

And Hinata realizes that yes, that was really kinda completely gay, and takes a step back away from Kageyama. The giddy smile he was sporting earlier disappears in favor of mirroring Kageyama's horrified look.

Because he just kissed the Kageyama Tobio.

He just kissed Kageyama.

Holy shit. He just kissed the dumbass.

"Guys! That was so awesome!" Ryunosuke is clasping both of their shoulders and beaming at them like they just discovered the cure for cancer. And it takes Hinata a minute to realize that Ryunosuke is not talking about the kiss, but about the quick attack they did just before that.

For a moment Hinata mentally asks himself whether the kiss really happened. He tries to convince himself that maybe he just hit his head real hard when he landed on the floor just now and imagined the whole thing. Surely, if he was crazy enough to kiss Kageyama (I mean, Hinata's crazy, but not that crazy, right?) that would be the first thing Ryunosuke points out instead of the quick attack. But then Hinata looks over at Kageyama, whose face is white as a sheet and who's looking down at his shoes as though they hold the answer to the struggles of life, and wow, it did happen.

Hinata's lips are still tingly from it.

Hinata kissed Kageyama.

What is he going to do now?

He should probably just die right here.

"Since when have you guys been practicing? That was sooo much faster than usual, like, reaaally fast. And—"

Hinata ignores Ryunosuke's rambling, because now he's looking around (after having forgotten that there were other people in the freaking court, Jesus, what is Hinata going to do) and his teammates blank faces stare back at him. Okay, maybe not blank. Asahi is blushing so hard he's looking like a cherry. Daichi's eyes seem ready to pop out of his skull. Koshi looks... proud. Yamagushi looks amazed. Kei is beaming, like he just found a new toy. And Yu looks like he's having an existential crisis.

Hinata just wants to die.