Secrets don't make friends. Matthew Espinosa fanfiction

My story.

Let me tell you my story so you can get the point of the book:
*i am 12* I am currently 17 th

Me and my best friends Matt, Anna, Autumn, Cameron, and Matthew Sherrill went to the fair. My parents dropped us off and I had my old crops phone just in case we needed it. I gave it to Autumn to put in her purse tho. We rode a whole bunch if rides and it was fun. Literally. Me and Matt- Anna and the other Matthew- Autumn and Cameron. I got on this one ride that went straight in the air ad back down really fast. I don't remember what it was called but I know it took the breathe out of me. So when we got off the ride I got dizzy and sick. I felt funny. But I thought I would feel better after while. We went to go get in the big ride at the fair. The new ride they had just put in. We started to get on and I couldn't breathe. I new I was closterphobic but this was worst. I said to the man running the ride "hey sir can I please get off" I said unbuckling myself. "Hey what's wrong" matt asked taking his seat belt off. "Nothing I just can't breathe." I said trying to breathe. May pulled me out of the isle we were on and took me off the ride. "Hey you two. Back on the ride. Sit back down now?" The man said in a very angrily way. "No she can't breathe and she's not staying in this ride. Not for one more second" matt screamed at the man. He sat me down on a bench then ran to get me some water. I sat there gasping for air but couldn't. I was crying and going numb. Matt came back helping me drink my water. I tried to find mummy cousins that I had saw earlier there but Matt found them before me. As soon as I got there I passed out. I saw cops behind them tho. Thank god. The last thing I remember is being on a gurney with a lot of people surrounding me. I had some breathe left and begged for them to let my cousin and Matt come with me. They let Matt get in the back with me but my cousin in the front. Then I passed out again. Matt was in my room holding my hand and looked like he was crying. My mom and dad was on the other side crying. "Hey mom. What's wrong with me" I said in a raspy voice. "Honey something me and your dad hasn't told you. It I that you have lived with a mental condition called anxiety. What happened to you at the fair. Well that was as bad as it is going to get. They said it was common for yuk our age but to bad. You almost had a heart attack Hun. Off Matt wasn't there, then I don't know what would've happened to you. Sorry we had to keep this from you" my mom was in em tears. I didn't realize I was. "It's okay mom. Can Matt stay with me. I don't want to stay by myself." I said gripping onto Matt. "Yes honey. I'm sure they won't mind having your superhero stay with you" she said making us giggle. "Hey mom?" I asked and Vaughn's a little. "Yes?" She said with a trembly voice. "Can you take my oxygen and stuff off so I can go pee?" I asked doing a potty dance in my seat. "Yes sweetie let me go ask."
* skipping my prvacy*

"Bye baby girl I love you! Matt take good care of her tonight!" My mom said kissing both of our heads. "Okay I will try my best since I am the hero." My mom giggled and left. That whole night me ad Matt set in my bed and talked until I got really tired.

******2 months later*********

Info: My mom had told me if I don't go to mental health then she will buy me a book and let me wright down my feelings. I wouldn't talk to anyone. Barely even Matt. Mom got me a book and I wrote down everything all the time. I had to go to the doctor every 2 weeks and I had to take medicine every morning. I had to control my nerves. But that's the problem. I don't know how.