Underworldian Diaries (A PJO/Thor/Avengers Crossover Fic )

#6- Just LQ

A/N: more fluff between Thor and I. Requested :3

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Dear Diary,

                I WAS WRONG.

Talking to Thor after I had written my sad life before was never easy. He knew perhaps from the tone of my voice, that something was wrong.

I tried my best to make it as normal as possible. As natural as possible but I don’t know how he can distinguish the difference.

 We just ended the conversation or was it theatrical presentation?

Love Quarrels.

No actually It’s my fault. I’m insensitive.

Thor was just looking out for me right?

No, I guess I should let you judge this. So it started this way.

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*on call*

Thor: Morning baby.

Me: Morning.

Thor: You sound frail.

Me: *cheery forceful tone* MORNING BABY! Ahehe. There. Happy now?

Thor: *sigh* Tell on me my love. What’s wrong?

Me: It’s nothing.

Thor: Sephany. Please? Would you want me to accompany you now?

Me:NO. I’m fine.

Thor: *sighs heavily* I’m on my way.

                “ I said I’m fine!” I cried out but the call ended. Schist. He’s coming over. I don’t want to him to see me like this. Though I know he had seen me on my worse. But I hate crying. For me tears are pathetic. Yes, my pride. My tears held back when someone pulled me by the waist. THAT WAS FAST.

                “Sephany. Tell me, please.” He hugged me behind. I want to pull away but his hold was securing. I can’t break it.

                “I was stupid okay?We have established that to the nine realms.” I retorted. I feel I was stupid.                                 

Stupid enough not to know of these things.

 Stupid to not have tell ‘I DO’ on our wedding day.

 Stupid for running away from the responsibilities of being Queen of Asgard because of fear.

 Stupid.

                “We have talked about this.” He turned me to face him. I can’t bear to look at him. I can’t.

 “ You are not stupid, you are my baby and I love you.”

                I broke down. I CRIED.

                I mean, why can’t I? Here I am upset and everything and he is starting to get annoyingly sweet.

                “They lied to me.” I sobbed. YES, THEY LIED. I HATE LIES. I HATE FALSEHOPE.

                “I never lied to you.” He said to me cupping my cheeks. But I knew better. I knew better THOR.

                “Oh you didn’t?” I hinted a bit of tone there. I pulled away creating a distance between us.

                “You never told me you have sons and daughters until we are engage.” I started.

                “You never told me you were married to Sif.” I continued.

                “You want me to elucidate. THOR ODINSON?!” I threatened but I seriously don’t know where I was going when he started sobbing.

                I was taken aback. Thor, the mighty god of Thunder, shedding his tears. I want to glomp him in a heartbeat if we weren’t just.. bickering.

                “You are a smart girl I though you knew.” He had his hand against his face. Breathing heavily.

                “I never knew.” I said, looking away.  

                “I loved you so much.” I chuckled frailly. He pulled me into a tight hug I can feel tears against my shoulders.

                “I said sorry didn’t I, love?” Thor said. Gods, he’s sobbing. I CAN’T TAKE IT. So I kissed him.

                It was a different kiss.  Honestly, we kiss a lot so I can tell the difference. It was more… innocent and slow and very reassuring this time.

                “I forgive you.” I pulled away slightly, wiping his tears. Ugh. I can’t bear his tears. Really.

                 “I love you. “ I really do Love him. Our fights can’t last for days. Thor doesn’t let them last like that but they are intense before. He fought fire with fire so I explode. LITERALY did.

                “And I love you more than anything else. I don’t know what will I do if I lose you again , Seph.” He kisses my forehead and pulled me close. It was one thing he always does. I ask my friends what does kissing of forehead means in a relationship. They say it’s respect.  Well, I respect Thor too, even more than that.

                “Nor I to you.” I replied.

                “I’m sorry for bringing this up again. I’m sorry.” Truly I am. I looked into his beautiful blue eyes willed myself to get lost in them like a lot of times that I did.

                “Shh. Don’t be. That’s why I am here.  I will never give up  to assure you everything will be fine. I am here right?” He wiped my tears that turn to solid diamonds in his palmed. I watch his face smile in amusement.

                I chuckled.

                “Yes, you are. Thank you baby.” I embraced him tight, my head against his chest, listening to his dear heart-beat. Beating for me. Ooh, the thought of it makes me feel giddy.

And now I nominate Thor Odinson, for Oscars. :3

                Anyway, he’s lying on my bed now gesturing to come over. He looks tired. Was he up all night? I better make it up to him.. The looks of him makes me feel sleepy too even to the thought I just woke up.

By the way, he still thinks I'm writing directories though. Ahaha. So cute.

 I hope he stays for the night.

You know………..

So I won’t feel like I am SINGLE again.

 Girl drama. >.<

Signing off for now,

Sephany

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A/N: Don’t forget to read and review! <3 And First avenger will show by the next chapter. J