"Strong"

I am strong,I can hit back whenever I want but I chose not to because I am so scared you will hit me,I can't take much more of this...you hurt me everyday not just physically but mentally,you put these bad thoughts in my head and it has me thinking maybe their right,but your not just because I don't fight back doesn't mean I'm not strong! I am strong I AM STRONG but I don't show it,everyday I go to school and everyday is something new weather it is a new "insult" or a new student...but every new student that comes there turns their back on me just because of one lie or truth,I had this best friend she helped me through everything but she but she decided to turn her back on me and hurt me everyday,I was scared to go to school because people would call me weak when I knew I wasn't I just didn't want to fight back! Because I knew better I wanted a change not just in me but everybody else,weather it is your arm strength or your heart strength I have a more powerful heart strength because I have more to give than to take, if people knew my back story they would treat me different if they knew what it was like to sit up at night wondering if I will make it or if I won't....even if you don't show it you have strength and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
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