my Last breath

part nine.

                 ....Kimberly Jones....

Have you ever felt like, you wish you where, never born. I do, as I'm laying here on my bed as my stepdad rapes me over and over. Until hes satisfied and leaves. Thank god. Theres tears in my eyes, but I dont show them I dont let them fall, I hate tears. I learned how to stay emotionless, and nobody can read me.

I get up of my bed, and limp torwerds my shower. I take the rest of my clothes off. Slowly I make sure my bathrooms door is lock. Then let my hair loose from its pointy tail. I get in the steamy hot shower. And just stand there, taking in the burning water, running down my back and chest. I close my eyes, walking around in circles, so the water gets all over my body. I open my eyes, and start washing, my hair. I dont take long because I have to go to school. So I get out, I put gray skinny jeans on pulling it to my belly button, then I put on a cute white tshirt, tucking it in my pants, I apply some makeup on so my bruises wont show, from John my stepdad, my mom died like two months after her and john got married from cancer, john was like this, all the time, he would threaten me, if I told anybody. So I kept my mouth shut because he whould just rape me or hurt me worse.

I walk down the stairs, and graded my Jacket, putting the hood up. I go to open the door. Until John's hand, slam on the door, a boved my head. I don't move, as he whispers in my ear.

"Dont be late or you know what will happened"

He let's his hand slid, and he walks away. Drinking his bear on the way to the living room. I quickly open the door, closing it, I let out a sigh that I didn't know I, kept in.

I walk over to my bikesicle, making my way to school. It takes 30 minutes, but I enjoy the ride, and my burning legs. I parked, and make my way inside, I stay away from everyone, because I dont really like, social. I head to my first class, history, I sit In the farthest away, as more students come In, the teacher, mr. Hondle, hands out some files.

"Shes so weird"

I hear someone whisper, I look up to see some, girls pointing at me. Whispering probably, not so great things.
I take a deep breath, and continue concentrating on my work.

Suddenly when class is almost over, the lights shut, off and everything goes, dark. My eyes widen, but I slow my breath, my palms start to get sweaty from nervous. All the students, starts panicking, yelling at each other, asking question after question to mr. Hondle.

"Everyone just stay calm I'm sure the power just got turned of by accident"

Mr. Hondle keeps, trying to calm everyone down, as I'm here trying to find my breath, I rub my hands on my pants trying to get rid of the moisture.
Mr. Hondle finds a flashlight, shinging it through the rooms. Blinding us.

Suddenly everyone stops talking, once we start hearing screams from down the hall, my head jerks over to the, classrooms door, everyone shuts there mouths, our eyes are on the door, wandering what's happening.
Gun shots, starts blaring in the hall, now making me shudder at the sound, my shoulders goes tense, mr. Hondle walks over to the door. He try's to look through the little glass, but cant see anything. He turns towards us,

"Yall stay here I'll be right back"

With that he opens the door, before he chould get a step out, he screams, as a dead person, bits into his neck. Everyone panics and runs past mr. Hondle.

I stand up quickly, my heart beating so hard, making my chest hurt. I want to scream, but theres a lump in my throat that's keeping me quiet.
I dont want to got anywhere near it, so I run torwerds the exit, to the playground.

I open it and run as fast as I can. I past by the swing sets, and make my way torwerds the bike area.

Every now and then, I look behind me to see If anything's chasing me, thankfully not yet.