Ever Changing Fate

Chapter one

Bella

I looked at the clock by my bed 5:35 am. I couldn’t sleep I hadn’t slept in weeks but only I knew why. My stomach growled so I slowly got out of the bed as not to wake my boyfriend Chase.

I walked down the long hall down the stairs and into the kitchen I looked in the food closet and couldn’t find anything good I walked to the fridge and looked YUM left over gumbo, I pulled out the pot and made me a bowl I put it in the microwave for a min when I felt arms wrap around me. I had to stop myself from screaming “What are you doing up so early baby?” Chase voice hit my ears and i calmed some, I turned in his arms so I could see his face “I couldn’t sleep and was hungry” I put the pot up and walked to the microwave as it went off . “Bella are you alright?” I nodded as I took a bite “I’m fine” he walked closer and kissed my forehead I looked in his big brown eyes. I cared for chase I really did but after everything that happened I couldn’t help but be distant. “Chase can we talk?” he nodded worry clear on his face “Yea baby” I sat my bowl down no longer hungry “Chase you know I care about you but I think its time we part ways.” he looked at me shocked “What?” he whispered “I’ve been doing a lot of thinking and I’m just in a different place then you are and I think its best” I saw anger flash in his eyes I knew this would happen but I couldn’t lie anymore I wanted to push everyone away and be alone. No one could know the truth. It wasn’t safe for anyone if they did. “I’m sorry I don’t want to hurt you I just.. I need time” he shook his head “No!” he yelled making me jump back into the sink “Please don’t yell” I whispered “Then don’t do this!” he yelled again I felt tears fill my eyes “What’s going on in here” my best friend Tristan asked as he walked into the room. Let me explain real fast me and a bunch of my friends all went in together and bought a two story house and we all lived here, me chase Tristan Ava my best girl friend for 8 years her boyfriend and my big brother might as well say, Asher Lima Tristan’s brother. Seth and Cole now to add more back story Tristan Asher Seth and Cole are all in a band and are leaving for tour this weekend. 

“its nothing Tristan” I say but my voice gives me away if anyone knows me better then Ava its Tristan “Bullshit, I heard the yelling” Chase turned to face Tristan and yelled “But out dick!” at that everyone was up and in the kitchen “what the hell is with all the yel… Bella what’s wrong” Ava asked as she walked up to me “I told Chase I wanted some time apart and he started yelling I’m sorry to wake you all up” daggers flashed in Ava’s eyes “get him out!” she said low but cold Asher Cole and Seth walked him out the door.

Ava hugged me and I held everything in and forced a smile “I’m fine, I’m going to go lay down and get some more rest” she nodded and walked. Everyone else was back in there rooms so it was just me and Tristan “now tell the truth what’s going on you’ve been acting off for a month now. Last time I saw a real smile out of you was at the Halloween party” my eyes burned with tears as I thought back on that night “Bella what’s wrong” he walked up and hugged me and in his arms I broke for the first time in months I had stayed numb till now.. Now I couldn’t explain the pain I was feeling “talk to me” “I cant tell you” I said through my sobs “why not?” I looked down the hall and flash backs hit me knocking the breath out of me “Tristan please let go” I tired to pull back but he only held me tighter “not till you tell me what happened that’s got you like this!” he said sternly I bit my lip to keep from screaming “Let go!” I said in as strong a voice as I could but it still sounded broken. That’s all I am now broken my legs gave way and I fell to the floor “everything is ruined” he pulled my face up so I was looking him in the eyes “what are you talking about?” “I’m pregnant” I whispered “what’s so bad about that I mean yea your only 19 but I know you! You will be a great mom, does chase know?” I shook my head “wait why did you kick him out if your pregnant?” I looked away “its not his” why did this happen to me? “what do you mean?” “Tristan I was raped” I say as a sob escapes my mouth “what!” he yelled I covered my ears and cried harder “I’m so sorry” he said pulling me to his chest “I didn’t mean to yell… when did this happen?” I shook my head “please Bella” I tried to find my voice but I thought he didn’t hear me my voice was almost non existent  “at the Halloween party” his grip on me got tighter “who was it” “no” he pulled me back so I was looking him in the eyes “who?!” he said again his voice forceful “I cant he said he would kill me plus I don’t want anyone to know” “know that you got raped?” I nodded “why Bella” “I couldn’t take the looks of pity” my eyes started to feel heavy. I closed them for a min and couldn’t open them again. I felt Tristan pick me up and I guess carry me to my room right before I feel into a deep I felt him kiss my forehead and say “goodnight beautiful no one will ever hurt you again” and I was out 

HEY! so this is my first story i'm sorry if i spelled things wrong i dont have an editer so its just me and we all miss stuff lol anyway please tell me what you think I'd love to hear from anyone that reads this...anywas have a great day! :)