The force in redemption | Kylo Ren x reader | ✔

Chapter 32, hidden evasion

/ First Person Protagonist POV /

Two stormtroopers walked on each of my sides, guiding me down the familiar and cold halls of The Finalizer, but I knew the ones in The Supremacy would be frigid. I felt weak and mindless.  I was walking mindlessly away from Kylo, further and further down into the long, empty halls of the star destroyer. Even though I was slowly being taken over by sorrow, my heart felt warm. The last words Kylo had told me had given me strength, and I knew that I would hold on to those words every day. 

I passed in front of the training lounge, remembering all that had happened behind those massive doors: I had been thrown across the room, I had received the intense Praetorian training without being aware, and me and Kylo had shared the first tender kiss that would forever be imprinted in my memory.  Y/n, you did what you had to do, it was good that you told Kylo. I kept reminding myself as we walked away from the familiar room. Surprisingly, the stormtroopers were walking faster than usual, and instead of passing down the command room corridor to get to the take off terrace, they had swiftly turned down another deserted corridor, but I didn't care, I preferred to remain more time on the familiar atmosphere of The Finalizer.

It had been a couple minutes, and me and the stormtroopers had arrived to the take off terrace, faster than I thought. They walked by the sides of the big landing area, and headed towards a shuttle similar to the one I had boarded with Hux, but this one was in the far edge, right in front of the opening to space. The Supreme Leader must really wants me to leave The Finalizer, I scoffed as the stormtroopers pushed me into the ship.

" Ma'am, please sit down and remain quiet." The trooper ordered, pointing towards a metal bench, but something was odd in the way he talked and acted. 

I hesitantly sat on the bench the trooper had designated, and suddenly, blasters started shooting in all directions. The two stormtroopers that had escorted me out my living quarters hopped into the ship and it took off swiftly. I had stood up, hoping to see what was going out outside, but the only thing I had last catched a glimpse and heard coming from The Finalizer was incoming troopers yelling and the shooting of blasters all around the take off terrace. 

The two stormtroopers had ran to the front of the shuttle, where the pilot was, and they all laughed in relief. I was startled and worried: I had no weapon with me, and my I wasn't sure I would be bale to fight. " Who are you?" I asked threateningly, as the crew turned around and stared at me. The two stormtroopers took off their helmets, revealing Finn and Cyern Terrik. I couldn't believe it. The Resistance had came to take me back... again.

" Cyern! Finn!" I exclaimed as I ran and hugged my two friends. 

I knew it was not the right thing to do, that I had picked the First Order, but I couldn't help but feel happy to see my companions. I peaked at the who was piloting the shuttle, and I could make out the top of Chewbacca's large figure. I looked around the space craft's medium sized area, and laying on a metal surface was Poe Dameron. 

" Poe!" I yelled as I rushed to where he was. He looked like a mess: Poe had bruises and dried blood all over himself, and he looked at the brink of passing out. He turned his head towards me and smiled his typical cocky grin, " y/n, fancy seeing you here." He joked weakly. I shook my head and grabbed his hand tightly between mine. " You idiot! What were you thinking!" I told him angrily, but he only laughed and turned his head back towards the wall. 

Finn placed his hand on my shoulder as I stood up. " We tried getting to you, but you weren't in your living quarters or in the large training area." He said, as we walked towards a table were Cyern was already seated at. " I- I was at The Supremacy..." I whispered. " The Supremacy?! What were you doing in the First Order flag ship?! We had heard you were going to be taken somewhere, so we infiltrated and rescued Poe as well." Finn exclaimed.

I looked away. I had no intentions of telling him what I was going to become, before him and Cyern had taken me from The Finalizer once again. " Cyern Terrik. Since when are you with the Resistance?" I asked him, trying to change the conversation. " Y/n, us Mesoriaams were never submitted to the First Order. When we heard they had taken you from the Resistance base, me and Syrin travelled to D'Qar to join the rebellion." Cyern replied with enthusiasm. I meekly smiled at him, knowing the Terrik twins had remembered me- a stranger with no recollection of any memories- and were risking their lives to take me out of the First Order, warmed my heart, but it also worried me, knowing now that their lives were in danger because of me.

" Where are we heading?" I asked as I stood up and looked at Poe, who was resting from the pain he had suffered. " Well, to D'Qar, of course. We have to go back to the Resistance. General Leia wants to talk to you." Finn answered, surprised I had even asked. I turned around swiftly, and looked at my brave companions. No, no, no, no! The First Order will burn the place to ashes and kill anyone in their way if they find out where I am. I told myself. 

"Finn. Turn the spaceship around." I ordered. " I can't go to D'Qar. They'll kill us all."

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Hello Lovelies! I had not planned to write this chapter, but I noticed I had only been writing sad and sentimental chapters, so I decided to put in some action!

I hope you enjoyed this chapter, and I hope it helps cope with the sentimental ones I have put you all through!

Many hugs and best wishes from me!

-Camille