I've been having these... Problems lately
At night I end up just watching the ceiling, praying for the sun to break this sleepless spell
I don't really know what's causing it
I'm not sure if it's them. School. Myself. I don't know if it's my own personal demons either.
But I just know that for some reason, my mind can't seem to find the black abyss that my mind used to.
When I go to school after these sleepless nights, my friends know something's not right.
But I can't even tell them what's wrong.
Because I don't know either.
While I'm in bed at night I ponder the unknown.
I ponder the simple things of "I wonder what of think of me..."
Then other nights I think of the complex and wonder "Is there life after death?"
I'm scared of my sleepless nights, because I can't block the world out when I lay awake in bed.
I'm forced to deal with my self all the time
And at this point I'm scaring myself
I don't know who to go to for help, when I don't even know what to do to help myself
I don't know anymore.
I don't.
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Mindless Poetry
PoetryI write stuff here that I don't know what else do do with. Read if you want I don't really care.
