* "Gosh, please stop it!" I yell and laugh. He gets off of me and sits on his hands, waiting for me to make one single move so he can attack me again.
Wake starts smirking at me whenever I look at his hands. He removes them and places his hands on my hips. He starts kissing my neck and I let out sighs and quiet moans.
"Not now," I tell him but he doesn't seem to listen. "Wake. Wake!"
"Stop talking," he says. "You'll like it, I promise Dawn. I'll take it slow, I'll-"
"You're going to stop," I say and and remove his hands. He pushes me so I fall with my back on the bed.
"Wake," I said again.
"Dawn!" he yelled. "Stop complaining! We've discussed this for about 20 times!"
"We were going to do it whenever the timing was right," I correct him. "And my mum is about to get home."
"You should listen to yourself!" Wake yells and sits up. He stands up from my bed and grabs his phone. "It's half past one. Your mom is done working at five o'clock. You just don't... You just don't want to have sex with me."
"Why does it has to be about you all the time!" I yell. "I'm just scared okay?" I lower my voice.
"There's no reason to!" he yells back. "Are you really going to let me wait? I'm not going to hurt you Dawn, I promise. I just.. I just want to..."
"You should want to fuck?" I ask and look at him.
"I... I guess I do, yeah," he says. I can't stand him at the moment. He is such a horrible person.
"Well, I'm glad you're not a virgin anymore," I say. "Leave."
"What?" he asks.
"You heard me," I say. "Leave."
"You're asking me to leave?" he asks. "Don't expect me to come back crawling, Dawn." I shrugged my shoulders and smiled at him.
"I don't." *
...
"Girly," my mom says. "Are you thinking about Wake again?"
"I, I... No," I say.
"We're almost there!" she yells from excitement and I look out the window. A whole new town, a lot of new people and probably a lot of different personalities. I look at the big houses and the ordinary people on the streets. These are different kind of people. I don't want to know these kind of people and I was never interested. They are posh. As in very posh.
"Mum," I say and she looks at me. "Why did we move to this town?"
"Because we needed to leave," she says and pulls over the car. "Listen to me, girly."
"Stop calling me girly," I say and start laughing.
"I'll try," she says and laughs. "Listen to me and don't interrupt me. I know you didn't want to leave, but we had to. All the bad memories that you've created with Wake and his friends, we needed to get out. After Freddy's passing... I'm sorry, girly. I am so sorry."
"Stop blaming yourself for Freddy's death," I say and take her hand. "Mum, it's not your fault."
"I didn't pay enough attention," she says and starts crying. "If I just watched over him like your dad told me to..."
"Mum," I say again. "Please drive us to the destination. It's not your fault, okay?"
"I'm sorry," she says and starts the car again. "I just miss him so much."
"Me too, mum. Me too."
-
"We're here!" Mum yells when I see the big, white house. It's not even big; it's huge. I look outside the window and step out of the car.
"Did somebody die here?" I ask her and look at a certain spot in the garden. It's a cross.
"Probably just an animal," she says to comfort me. "Let's go inside. Your dad and Felicia are probably already in."
"Ofcourse they are," I say and sigh. I walk in with my mother and I find my dad on the floor. Mum walks in and she starts laughing.
"Come on, Paul. Get up. We have a lot of stuff to do," she says and my dad opens his eyes. He starts laughing and Felicia walks downstairs.
"See," she says. "You can't act like you're dead, dad. You just start laughing at everything."
"Shut up Feli," I say. "Let the poor man play his games." We all start laughing and we start unpacking all of the boxes from the car.
-
"So you like it here?" Felicia asks me when she walks into my room. "Because I do."
"Yeah, it's pretty great," I say and look around. There are still a couple of unpacked boxes, but I don't feel like unpacking anymore. Some random man, probably the neighbor, came to set up my desk and bed. I'm sitting at my desk while I'm texting Amy.
"Look," she says and sits down on my bed. "I know it's hard, Dawn. I really do. I've known Wake for a quite a long time now and-"
"Gosh," I say. "You don't, Feli. How does it feel, then? It's such a loss? Is that what you're telling me? You don't know shit about me and Wake! Just because we broke up doesn't mean we're enemies?"
"You know," she says. "We moved here because of Wake. He is dangerous, Dawn. That kid is danger itself! And remember, they don't call him danger for nothing." She leaves the room with those words and I'm left speechless. I miss Wake like hell, but Felicia is right. Wake is nothing but danger.
---------------
Hi! This is the first chapter of the book and I understand if you don't get it yet, but I promise that things will get more clear whenever you keep reading. My main language isn't English, it's Dutch. So I'm sorry if I make any stupid grammar or other mistakes. Hope you enjoyed it, please don't forget to vote! Lots of love 💗
