you sighed, you were nervous.
would you regret this?
you were dating the classic e-boy,
chase hudson. along with the hate that came with dating him, there were other things
lies
fake love
crying
fights
yelling
and most of all, feeling alone.you started out into the sunset, bitting your fingernails.
would he even show up?
you felt heat rush over you
you saw his black hair bounce lightly up and down. you bit your lip and prepared yourself.
the words hit you.
"hey, why'd you call me here?"
"uh, we needed to talk."
"about?" he smiled.
that damn smile got you weak.
every
damn
time.
"well.."
"love. our relationship."
"hm, go ahead."
"do you still..love me? or i mean us."
"of course, i've loved you forever."
he was lying. he always looked down when he was lying.
"chase."
"please.."
he brought you into his arms. the feeling you loved. the feeling of safety. you closed your eyes. trying to imagine leaving him. not being with him. the weight off your shoulders. you can't.
"i love you, chase."
"i love you too."
it felt so real.
"but if you do..where'd your love go?"
"right here. with you. a maybe it got lost somewhere on it's way to your heart."
you giggled. you looked up and kissed him.
if this wasn't real, you really wouldn't mind.dangit i'm making this a book