Silent Cry

The names Stephanie, i'm currently 14. I live with my four sisters, Hayley, Yasmin,Trish and Shanaya. I'm the youngest of them all but treated the worst, this is my life...

It all started in 2011 when i was reunited with my sisters, i was made a mockery of and wasn't so smart when they came.
The jealousy built up, my mother Esther, or 'Miss.Pretty' as many would call her, would become oblivious to my existence because she had her "four golden girls". They had notoriety for their excellent grades they also had a body to die for. This is where the problem began. I didn't have the body but i was definitely not dumb. Trish was tall(about 5"7),dark skin and had an amazing body. Hayley was light skinned and average height, Yasmin and Shanaya had the lot, brains and the booty.
I was bullied day in and day out by them, not physically, but mentally by their intelligence and excellent grades. Not to forget their bodies!

I've started my new school now, as I droop my feet to a school considered as prison. This is where my life ended..

I feel like i'm in a bubble, almost like my life is coming to an end. Tears are streaming out of my eyes with no explanation but a blank stare. BANG. My chest begins to hurt, a pain spreads.
Yasmin laughs loudly at the punch I so evilly received. "Whats wrong Steph" she jokes. "If you weren't such a b*tch I may have actually considered telling you" I exclaimed. We walk fast because after all that bickering we have reached into the school building.
Welcome to hell...
I begin to curse the most derogative words and a voice from afar yells " Ms Johnson I don't think its wise you use those words on school premises". She was just another person that had ticked me off today. I didn't particularly care what she had to say,I was a new kid, and everyone knows all kids that start Secondary school are all hyped up and full of attitude ready to be released." Ms.whoever your name is I suggest you shut your mouth, i'm not in the mood for your nagging voice today" I shouted back. Cheers throughout the hallway, I must admit I felt superior, everyone clapping for me. This is going to be an amazing year!
Yasmin pinches me, my automatic reaction is to squeal. "You know what you said to Miss was out of order right? Keep that stinking attitude up and you'll be out of this school quicker than the speed of light!".
Throughout the day I begin to remember what Yasmin said, "You'll be out of this school quicker than the speed of light". Before I know it tears are streaming down my cheeks.
What have I done?
My future has ended before it has even began.
I've changed my life, my sisters life, and my mom's life.
What i've done is unforgivable,memories of what took place this morning begin to flood my mind, I need to go home...

|This is a short story so this is the last bit😘💖|

"Stephanie get off me" my mother yelled whilst I wiped the smug look off my face.
I jumped back in shock whilst seeing the hurt look of her mother's face.
"Mum I'm sorry it had to be like this, i love you" I said with hesitation, my face took the walk of shame.That alone showed guilt.

Screams of pain running throughout the house as the sharp dagger was repeatedly stabbed into her chest,the dagger made a sequence,constantly being pushed into Esther. A total of 5 stab wounds.Esther was gone.

And thats when i realised what i did when the dictating voice of Shanaya spoke and said "We need to hide the body" she smirked with self-content.
Little did i know she knew how i felt all along.

I weep and weep and regret what i did... Some people will commit suicide; i just wept.
I cant believe she condoned such violence.

Reality hit me,sat here wrapped in her sheets crying. I killed my foster mom because i thought i was all alone, but Shanaya knew and kept quiet...