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It's been 3 years since you started having feelings for the one and only, Choi Jongho. Your feelings never seem to fade away and seeing him is already enough for you. Since you're more of the shy type, you actually never had the chance to talk to him, but you do always send sweet letters to him as his 'secret admirer'.

7:01 AM

It's 7 AM, means it's time for Math again. But instead of focusing on the lesson, your attention is out the window, where you can take a glance of Jongho sitting underneath the tree while writing something on his pad. He looks beautiful.

"Y/N, you do know our exam is literally a few weeks, right?" your bestfriend, Jaehyun whispered.

"Yeah, so what?"

"Stop staring at Jongho and focus on our lessons, you won't be able to go to the same class as him if you don't study"

Ah, shit, I forgot! The class arrangement will change in about a week, so I have to study to get into Jongho's class; you thought. With a sigh, you looked away from the window and decided to listen to Mr. Park's lesson instead, although it's boring.

He was talking about algebra and for you, it was really easy, so you understand every explanation he said. Looks like you'll be going to Class A.

"Okay, that's it for today, class. Go and have your lunch break, then come back after. Class dismiss"

"Finally! I'm so hungry I could eat a horse" said Lori, making the two of you laugh.

The three of you walked to the canteen to order some food and of course, Jaehyun's the one who paid for it.

She's a life saver.

"Y/N, it's Jongho! Look!!" Lori yelled, loud enough for Jongho to hear. He looked at your direction and you suddenly hid under the table.

"SHUT IT, LORI" you whisper yell

"But it's Jo–" "Oh, you mean Choi Jongho!? Isn't he Y/N's love life!!??"

The both of them keep yelling as a tease and Jongho couldn't help but laugh. He have the prettiest smile ever.

"C'mon, eat and stop hiding under the table. You look like Mr. Spy" Jaehyun chuckled.

"You guys suck"

"We made him laugh though. He's still taking a look of us haha"

Lori's right, he still is looking at the three of you. What if he got weirded out because of the both of them? 'Gosh, why do I have such crackhead friends'

You took a big bite of the burger that Jaehyun bought you, while the both of them was still talking about Jongho. You didn't mind, of course. You love it when they talk about him.

"Y/N, what do you like about Jongho anyway" Lori asked with a big smile on her face

"I can tell you if you promise to keep it as a secret"

She lift up her pinky and attached it to yours and said "I promise", so you decided to spill it all out. As usual, Jaehyun was also listening.

"Well... the first time I saw him, I knew he would be the one for me. It was Friday that time and I was really bored, then he came into my classroom and told us that he'd sing for us, in return to go to his concert with his 7 friends. Of course, I was fascinated by his voice and facial expression that I even looked up on him with my social media accounts. I attended their concert and focused on him, he was really great at dancing and plus, he's very stable. I didn't just like him because of that, it was also because he's kind and sweet to people, plus caring to his hyungs. To be honest, I once dreamt of having my future with him. He's a very talented, super attractive guy I have ever seen and there's one in a million that's Choi Jongho and it's him"

The both of them keep laughing at the way you expressed your feelings for him, but it didn't matter.

You wanted to let all of these out throughout the past years, so you felt happy that you did, even if it isn't infront of Jongho.

A tear fell down your left eye, which made Lori and Jaehyun stop laughing.

"W–why are you crying?" asked Lori

More tears started to come down from your eyes and you couldn't help but let it all out.

"I liked him f–for 3 years now, y–yet he still h–hasn't noticed... he doesn't e–even know m–me"

Jaehyun pulled you into a hug and you cried onto her shoulder as Lori gives you a pat on your back.

"We'll figure out a way, Y/N. Leave it to us, we'll get that Jongho to fall inlove with you"

"Nonsense! Why would such a perfect guy like him fall inlove with a girl like me?" You said while pouting

"You're both perfect. Just leave it to us, okay?"

"Okay"

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