What is this.

Chapter 1

He runs towards me, avoiding everyine in sight except me. I felt as if it was just us standing there on the cold winter night. Just him and I. The cold chill of the night finally hit me. But it was distured by his body heat. He was sweaty but I didn't care at this moment. I look up towards him. One sinle tear come down from his eye. And then more. This wasn't sadness. He had just won the football game. Now our surroundings became louder and louder. They were chearing his name. Me however, I was very quiet. Now what do I do?

After the gme I walk alone. Hearing each step bounce of the walls of the spacious houses. I could here each drop of water trickling down the facet of peoples home. People snoring being peacful in there own homes. I was lost in my own world. I try my hardest to block of the people who are oblivious of my own feelings. I isolate myself not letting anyone know all of my story. Always leaving that out crutial thing of sadness out of their minds.

I can trust him. He undertands all my problems comforting me all the time even at the moments I don't tell him to. It was as if he was in my head, controlling the way I feel. However, I was hated by every girl in my school.They hated me with all the rage they kept inside, just towards me. He would give me the most affectionated, heart-felt hugs. He told me everything. Even the most emberessing things about him. It breaks my heart to believe he goes through so many things because of me. The sad, hatered of myself would over come me and I would put it out on him. I have told him to leave and have a better life with someone else. Each time he says nothing and sits with me there all night, letting me lean on him. I am not worthy of him. I am not worthy of any single, living, breathing human with a kind soul. Can't I just be gone now? Wouldn't that make everyone happy?

I hear it. The taunting voices in my head telling me to do it. Footsteps closer. Louder around me. Sneaking up on me as if I would never notice.Crawling all over me.The faint winds stops, making it completely silent until I haer a faint sound. I couldn't make it out into it became louder and louder. I knew this sound.

They come knocking at the door. Practlicly slamming on it. Flashing red and blue lights. Sirenes. Taking him away. But he did nothing. This was the product of nothing. Hse made everything up just to get attention from everybody cause I was the "favoured one" when in reality I wasn't. But then she comes up with this huge lie that leaves this huge hole it my heart that he filled.
He came back for me. His giggling car rusting against the concrete floor scraped all the way towards me. "Don't leave me!" I heard him scream from his car. It pulled up next to me and slowed down. "Please don't leave me now. I need you the most." He rushed out of his car and almost tackled me down into a hug. He still had the sweaty scent on his skin. I didn't care though."Zach just don't-" I stopped. I just couldn't get another word out. I looked into his eyes and I know he meant what he said. I rushed home not looking back.