Today
Dear Love,
You make me crazy, crazy in love. I didn't think you would ever give me the chance. I still remember the first day I saw you, you were so beautiful, laughing and talking amongst your “friends.” Oh, how we laugh about that, they aren't really much friends now , are they? All the things they told you about me, and you still went out of your way to talk to me. I used to stare at you from a distance, I think you are so beautiful and gorgeous. I would beat myself up over the fact that I was such a freak, a creep. I'm sure people told you I was just an “Emo” boy. Although you seemed to look right through my sense of style as a teenager. Sure, I dressed in dark clothes and I had long hair that hid my eyes, but it's the way I liked it back then. To be honest , it appeared that you seemed to like it too. I swear I'm not obsessive Hunny, you just amaze me. How can you love me? I ask myself that question so many times, although it's not how can you love me, it's that you do. Yes I do realize that they're are much better people than I in this crazy world for you. But, I love the fact that you chose me out of everyone. I am so thankful and grateful that I get to spend the rest of my days with you. I love you always and forever, until the day I die and longer. Listen now dear, I want you to continue on without me. I am still with you in everything you do. I am positive you will read this at a very later date, and you will realize why I had gone so sudden. I didn't want to tell you, or make you worry. You are too beautiful to have those worry lines so, soon my Love. I am going to watch over you until God decides, that it is your time to see me again. Oh, how I remember when we didn't believe in religion and God. Well I'll be sure to show you him, if he truly is up there. Please, take these next words I say to you into consideration, it may help you in the future. Do not grieve too long, for I want you to remember me the way I was before I left you. I didn't mean to leave you so sudden Darling. It was not your fault you didn't see it, I didn't give you any hints. Do not concern yourself with the medical bills that may come in the mail Darling, I have already arranged for those to be taken care of. If one day you fall madly in love with another, I want you to go for it. Take that chance, I want nothing but for you to be happy, even if it is not with me. I want you to live your life to fullest, fill it with happy thoughts and memories. Continue your life as if I am still with you, Hunny. I mean't every single word I have ever said to you, including the words Forever and Always. You are my forever and always Babe. I love you with my heart and soul to death.
Love always ;
Mitch Sween
44 years ago
Ugh... you are so beautiful...Mitch thought to himself as he watched a young woman laughing and talking amongst some other people. Why do I have to be such a freak? I know all your friends catch me looking at you. They probably tell you I'm some creepy "Emo" kid! Did i seriously just do quotations in the air with my fingers while thinking that? God, everyone's right! I'm insane! But you are so gorgeous. I'm sure everyone is telling you I'm some obsessed teenage boy that can't stop staring at you. Okay, the staring is true. But I am not obsessed! Ugh... Mitch sighed and whispered to himself,
" I wish I could get the nerve to talk to you..."
As Mitch said the last word, the young woman looked up with her midnight blue eyes, staring directly at Mitch. Oh no! She heard you Mitch! Quick, look away! WAIT! Flip your hair first! Cover your eyes! Why am I talking to myself? And in the third person! Oh my god! Shut up! Mitch scowled, fipped his hair and slowly looked away from the girl, making her scowl in confusion.
~RING~
"Oh my god, finally!" Mitch yelled.
A million and one eyes all turned and stared at him.
"WHAT?!" Mitch exclaimed, flaring his nostrils as he walked away.
"That's what i thought." He mumbled to himself as no one answered, they only whispered little nonsense to each other about his rudeness. Mitch stomped his way up the stairs, through the doors, down the hallway and to his locker. Roughly twisting his lock to the combination, he fails. Mitch only grows more and more angry as he continuously tries to unlock his locker. He gives up and punches a dent into it.
"Um.. that's my locker." A sweet voice says, as Mitch turns around, glares and walks away.
Oh my god, that was her. I am such a jerk! Why would I just glare at her and walk away? She's too cute and beautiful. I just, oh my god I screwed up. She's going to believe everyone and hate me... Mitch decided just to skip class, seeing as he was already late and in too much of a bad mood to find his locker, the right one. He walked out to the football field, watching as the jocks played with the pig skin. He crept passed the bleachers and sat underneath them trying not to let the tears brimming his eyes spill along his rosy cheeks. Why am I so emotional? She doesn't even know me.
Mitch soon heard the bell for the end of class and made his way to her locker. He needed to apologize, he felt uneasy knowing that he didn't say anything to her. He waited a little while until he heard the clicking of pink camo cowboy boots against the ground coming closer, he slowly lifted his head and gazed over in her direction.
“ Excuse me? You seem to be at my locker again there, darling.” Her voice chimed in a cute southern accent. Omg.. She's so cute.. Her voice is like umph.. Oh! I have to talk to her.. Speak Mitch.
“Ugh.. I-I'm sorry about e-earlier. I didn't mean to g-glare at you and say nothing. I w-was m-mad. S-s-sorry. I'm Mitch by the way..” Mitch finally stammered out.
“Oh my! Aren't you just the cutest thing.” She giggled.
“Y-you think s-so?” Mitch mumbled.
“Of course I do Hunny! My name is Reuthe, and please don't worry about earlier. I wasn't worrying at all.” Reuthe answered Mitch. Reuthe.. hmm.. that is such a beautiful name fit for a gorgeous girl. Omg! Mitch just say that, tell her that please... do something, she will think you're crazy if you don't.
“You h-have a b-beautiful name Reuthe, suits such a g-gorgeous girl l-l-like you.” Mitch finally spit out blushing.
“Awh, thank you Darling. Would you like to have lunch sometime?” Reuthe asked Mitch, while he was watching her in a daze.
“Y-yes, I'd love to R-reuthe.” Mitch said slowly.
~RING~
“Well, there goes the bell. I'm off to my next class. You have a good day now Mitch.” Reuthe said smiling, soon sashaying her way through the crowd leaving Mitch shocked and motionless. She talked to me.. she actually talked to me..
“Move Emo boy! Can't you see you're blocking my locker dim wad!” A larger boy shouted at Mitch. Mitch ducked his head and slowly made his way to his next class, Math.
