Well, the introduction thingy is sucks but anyway I'm Choi Beomgyu. I'm currently in my senior year this year. Not to be cocky but I am a very smart student.
I have a secret to tell you guys, not to cringe but to be honest I have a huge crush with a girl from my class since freshman year.
She- well, she is cute. Like truly pretty but I never tell anyone about my secret feelings not even to her.
I am too shy to talk to her but I have to confess to her immediately because this is our last year in high school.
So last recess I went to her table and ask her to meet me at my locker after school and guess what she's smiles and nod her head.
After school over, I am nervously wait for her. I can't even feels my leg because I am too nervous.
I thoughts "What should I talk to her?" and "Will she come?" and more like "Should I confess to her? What if she rejected me?"
Please lord, makes this 'meet' succeed. I am to anxious to even think right now.
A few minutes later, I saw her, walking cutely towards me and she smiles at me. I can feel that my face is reddening. "She is too cute today." I mumble to myself.
"So you came." I awkwardly smiles to her. Why self? Why are you so cringy today? Please just let me talk to her peacefully.
"Yes. So what did you want from me? I'm in hurry." her face shows that she is kinda not interest to talk to me for all sudden.
"Hurry for what?" I'm changing the topic.
"Huh? Don't you know? I'm on my way to go practice? Well I'm a trainee?" she widened her eyes and raised her eyebrow.
"A trainee? Oh just knew that. Haha." I'm chuckled awkwardly.
Why Choi Beomgyu? Why did you talk to her awkwardly today? Just confess to her! Confess to her now!
"So are you done now?" she start to rolled her eyes all over and turn on her phone. Well that is the sign that she is not imterested at me.
"Urmmmm... Nothing just want to let you know that hope that we can still be friend and I will be your number 1 fans since now on. Okay?" I said it very awkwardly.
She snickers and grin to me sweetly. "You're cute Choi Beomgyu. Well yes, we're already friend? Right?" She pat my head.
"Are we?" I am confuse right now.
"I like you too!" she kissed me passionately.
"Han Hyemi?" I asked her.
*CLANK*
I snapped back to the reality. Still in my room and writing this shit all over again.
"Mom are you okay?" I shouted from my room.
"Yah! Han Hyemi, are you still writes the fanfic? How many time I should tell you just stop Writes those thing. Look now! Mom's feets are bleeding." Hyeri shouted at me angrily.
"Mom's feets what?" I rushed to the kitchen and I sees mom's feets bleeding too much.
"I forgot. Hemophilia. I am so sorry mom. I just like Choi Beomgyu so much so the fanfic is all that I have." I hold mom's hand and felt very guilty.
"Don't touch me. Go away from here! Your fckin fanfic is deadly! You killed your father last year and your brother is still in coma. Are those not enough? You are bad luck!" mom slammed my hands over and shouted very hard.
"Mom?" I start weeping.
"If you still want to live here just abandoned your stupid fanfic." mom stare and me.
"No! This fanfic is the only thing that I have!" I protested at her.
"Then leave! I don't have any child like you!" mom shouted at me harshly.
"Shit! I can live by myself! I don't need you in my life!" I stormed away from her and went straight to my bedroom.
I started packing all my stuff "Stupid mother! Fck it!"
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