&&. seventeen imagines.

immortal. // csc.

january 12, 2019

hey love. i hope you're doing great there. do you know that i miss you so much? i want to see you, to hug you, to kiss you...

but i can't...

i hope that i can still hear your voice, your sweet voice that can bring me to a deep sleep.

love, i need you with me.

but you can't go here anymore. i can't see you anymore.

because you're with him.

but now, i am happy that you are still wearing that ring when you finally went with
him. there,

up there.

you still wore that promise ring. the promise of not leaving me,

the promise of you and me both coming to the end,

hand in hand.

but you went there first. you told me we are going there together. but why...

but hey, choi seungcheol, i miss you so much and i love you so bad.

hope to see you again. my love, my one and only coups.

love,

shin y/n.

i ended my letter with tears. i left my letter with a flower on his graveyard.

"see love," i said. "you made me cry again," i added.

"you are like one of those dramas. you left, but i believe you'll come back. and i am just hoping that you will." i said softly, talikg to the grave as if the grave is talking to me too.

"i see that you're good up there in heaven, cheollie. maybe you saw my grandmother who loves us so much. as a couple." i chuckled.

"i hope you two are doing fine there, without me."

i sighed and felf cold air at my back, as if someone is hugging me.

cheollie, if you are here, i love you. i love you so much that i cannot replace you. hi hate you for leaving me but i love you...

for saving my life.

3rd person's.

she was still there, feeling the unusual coldess at her back, as she realised,

seungcheol was hugging her.

his soul never went there, he never left this world.

he died because he saved her from an accident. he was an angel.

and he never left.

"y/n if you can just see me, i am always here guiding you. praying for you to stay strong even though i just left you."

his tears were visible and he was crying a river.

the girl stood up and bid goodbye to the grave of her loved one.

seungcheol promised that he won't leave
y/n, so he followed her until when the night comes.

she was all sleepy because of her tearing up, but then an accident happened...

again.

y/n's.

i was sleepy and i can't stand properly, until...

all i see is light, all i hear is horns, then all is pitch black.

timeskip, seungcheol's.

she moved her fingers.

i was happy, she was safe and everything. she still woke up but one thing is so unusual.

"who are you...?" she said with weak voice pointing at me...

i just realized-

i am... a ghost...

and i am the only one here...

so that means...

she can see me? for real?

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part two, coming right up.
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