little bird

Chapter 1

Sitting in class listening to the teacher talking about some historical event that I don't care about. I looked outside the window is sunny even though we are in winter but it might rain soon so don't trust sunny weather in winter and don't trust calm person with no friends they might have a Strom inside them.
Class ended and on my way out the art teacher called me (didn't you say that I can draw you) yes I remember now that teacher wants to draw me (yes) I replied he walked infornt of me and I walked behind him unit the art room I get in and he close the door and started to draw me but I know he didn't want to draw me so I walked to him and asked do you really want to draw me he smiled and kissed me it felt gross he took my clothes off and keep touching my body the took my pants and keep kissing me touching and suking fingers all over me and he did he put his inside me and we had sex after we finished I dreased and get out of school I'm in my second year of high school but it's not my first time having sex not will be my last my name is jimin if you want to know and I always feel drowning sex help me feel relieved and loved or maybe I hurt myself by it I know when someone wants to have sex with me this how it is.
I arrive home my mom in the kitchen cooking (come jimin the food tastes so good) she is not my real mom but she is good person my dad is a doctor my mom got sick and dead two years ago my dad remarried my sister was okay with it me too I think my mom was sick for four years my stepmother is a good person she keeps up with me and my sister and my always working father.
My sister arrived from college she is a first year in commernce college my dad owns a hospital so he wants a doctor in the family so I become a doctor or my sister marry a doctor I still don't know what I want to do.
My sister is goofy cute energetic her name lise she is funny and nice too.
(mom the food tastes so good) my sister said even the food need salt my stepmom take a bite and said (omg it need salt jimin lise stop eating I will but salt and fix how can you be so nice) lise laughed and I smiled my dad never came to have lunch with us lise asked (where is dad) (in the office) mom replied lise started talking about college and her friends (oh I met a guy a medical student in his second year he is so handsome and intelligent) (so a new boyfriend) I said (no just friends just friends) she blushed (so you will inherit the hospital) I said (no just friends jimin don't talk anymore I will meet him today).
In six pm my sister scremed I ran to her room (I have a report that I should delivered tomorrow and I have a date now I will not be able to make it and he didn't answer his phone and he is waiting right now on the street waiting for me) lise painked (what time should you guys meet) I said (five o'clock) lise said what that an hour ago (pls jimin go to him he is waiting in the public park his tall you will find him reading a comic his name is jungkook pls jimin) lise begged me I ran to find him she really like him if she begged like this it was raining and I ran I arrived to the park my sight is becaming dark I fainted someone helped me.
When I wake up I find tall and handsome guy (are you okay) he asked I know he was jungkook (yes) I answered ( are you jk my sister lise won't be able to come so don't wait her she cancel the date) I said (oh that's okay I didn't wait long) looked at his watch (omg it's six and a half pm I had been waiting for hour and a half I probably was caught up in the comic book it's a good one) (so I will go) I said (no I will come with you what kind of doctor if I let a sick person go home alone) he answered he get me home I called my sister she get the door screaming at my face that she is not ready but he said he sick be nice to him I left them alone get to my room open my window and saw them talking he pat lise head and smiled and left what that feeling no that's not right why because he helped me without having things in return no I shouldn't have that feelling about him but I have I will meet him again that it he is lise boyfriend I will break her heart right that what I will do the image of lise and jungkook is in my head until I fall asleep.