Somewhere in Neverland (Jalex)

Chapter 3

Jack P.O.V

We're on our way to their vacation-house right now. Yes, you heard me right. A whole house on the coast just for vacations. Great way to spend all your money to be honest.

Anyway, I'm sitting as far away from Alex as possible but somehow he always seems to get closer.

Can't he just leave me alone?

Alex P.O.V

Okay Alex breathe. Everything's fine, just act like Jack is not sitting next to you right now!

Argh I try to stay as far away from him as possible but somehow I can't stop myself from inching closer every time he looks away.

Why does he have to be so hot and cute and perfect and fuck!

I just want to hold his hand and kiss him.

Maybe...if I manage to do it smooth enough I can touch his hand and make it look like an accident!

Okay no, I can't do that. I probably wouldn't let go of his hand...

Ah fuck this shit, I'm doing it!

Jack P.O.V

Why does Alex stare at me like that? What a creep!

I should just ignore him or something.
Just stare out of the window Jack, act like you don't notice him.

But suddenly something connects with my hand. I turn my head sharply, only to see it's Alex' hand.

What?

I look at him, confused, and he stares right back at me...

Alex P.O.V

Draw your hand back Alex! Now you stupid idiot!

But I can't. His hand feels so nice and warm. And the way he looks into my eyes.

I try to say something but it's like I forgot what words are.

Suddenly I realize what I'm doing there and draw my hand back.

Okay, I fucked up. I can see it in his eyes, he's disgusted by me touching him. I messed up!

Jack P.O.V

Why do I feels so cold now that his hand left mine?

Oh god he's blushing!

And I can feel the blush on my face too!

Okay Jacky, just breathe. It's fine, you're just shocked.

And definitely don't feel like you did with Kellin. Nope, definitely not!

*time-lapse*

We finally arrived at their house. It was a long drive, well at least for me. We never drove that far and let me tell you, it's amazing here!

The sun shines brightly and you can see the coast from here. The incident with Alex is long forgotten and honestly I don't even want to think about it at all.

"Alex, why don't you show Jack the bedroom and you two start unpacking? After that you could meet up with Zack and Rian or show Jack around a bit?"

"Yes, sure mum." Well Alex did not sound happy about that. Can't he at least act like he cares? I don't need his parents to get suspicious, they can ask a lot of questions.

I just smiled and followed Alex into the big house.

"This is the living room, the kitchen is over there, right there is my parents bedroom and we'll sleep upstairs. We have our own bathroom."

I just nodded and followed him upstairs. There was only one door at the end of the stairs, which surprises me. This can't be one big bedroom, can it?

He opens the door and oh.

Seems like it is one big bedroom.

There are two beds, a quite big one which belongs to Alex, no question there, and another one on the far right side of the room. It was way smaller and most likely for visitors, probably when one of those guys, Zack or Rian, are over.

I really want to meet those guys, I want to find out if there are just like Alex or if they are nice.

Although they probably aren't, Alex doesn't have nice friends.

I just now notice the way Alex looks at me. What the hell, feels like he is staring right into my soul. What a creeper!

I just raise an eyebrow and stare back at him, feeling a bit concerned. Truth be told he looks like he is about to break down crying or something.

Suddenly he shakes his head and his look becomes clear again.

"Ttthat bed ov..vver there is yours"

Wait, why does he stutter? I never heard him stutter before, and. I've known him for quite a long time!

I just give him a small smile and walk over to the bed. It looks really comfortable.

"You can have the right side of the wardrobe, I always only use the left side. Oh and the bathroom is over there, you can decide yourself what side of the drawer you use for your stuff. I don't care."

And with that, he leaves the room, probably to go down and bring the rest of his stuff.

I take the time to inspect the room a bit better.

Besides the two beds there is a nice dark table with a comfortable looking chair next to it. On top of the table are a few books and CD's. Here and there lays a pencil and some scribbled notes. There are a few shelves on the walls, all of them full with more books.

A few posters hang around the room, mostly Blink-182. Memories appear in the back of my mind..

"Really Jacky, you also like them? They're like the best band ever! Y'know what, that's why we are best friends. Cause you are awesomely cool AND you like good music!"

Yes, those good old times when Alex was still nice.

I then walk into the bathroom. It's quite big too, with a bath tube right in the middle of it.

A big mirror is on the left of the room, a few drawer and a few shelves on the right. There's a big window at the far back of the room. I walk over and take a look out.

Right under me are Alex and his parents, still unpacking the car.

Seeing Alex somehow gives me chills and I really don't understand why.

I hate him, don't I?

I mean okay, maybe I liked him a little too much when we we're younger, and maybe he was the reason I found out I'm gay but still. That was before Kellin and everything else. It's in the past now...

But still, that feeling when he touched my hand... I can't describe it.

Alex P.O.V

I can't even talk in front of him. He probably thinks I'm a freak now....

Time to call Zack and Rian !

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Part 2 of this chapter will be uploaded later today :)

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Xxx

~Alex