I LOVE YOU, TILL MY LAST BREATH [Book 2 KNMKA]

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Thank you everyone for patiently waiting for me to update this story and still waiting for me to update my other stories. Gusto ko lang pong pasalamatan si hien_XCXX dahil si qaqang to I'm kinda having some plot now. So thank you so much darling.
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AUTHOR

"Really love? Amusement park?" Sehun retorted. 

"Well, got a better plan mister Oh?"

"You do know by calling me mister Oh, you're also most likely calling yourself, yes? yes."

namula naman si Luhan sa sinabi ni Sehun na ikinatawa lamang ng bahagya ni Sehun.

"Mwammy are we here to ride horses that go on circle?"

Haowen rolled his eyes at his sister.

"You mean, the merry go around" Haowen corrected.

"No! it's  supposed to be horseeyyy go around!"

"And why is that? that sound stupid you know?"

"Merry go around sounds more ---"

Hannie stopped mid sentence and looked at Luhan.

"can I say it?"

"what?" Luhan asked his daughter.

"The S word?"

"No, you can't baby"

Hannie pouted.

"Mwammy, so are we gonna ride horseeyy?"

"Merry go around is for cry babies, you're riding that?" Haowen butted in.

"Stop it you two. No fighting, o uuwi tayo? and Hannie, I told you to call me Daddy!" Luhan intervene.

"Nwo! don't wanna! besides daddy Sehun is already my daddy!"

"GHHAAADD! I've been telling you to call me dad ever since you start speaking, I can't."

Sehun chuckled.

Luhan glared at him in exchange.

"You kids, should call your mo--mwa--eom" Sehun said, can't seem to finish his sentence as Luhan is throwing him death glares.

"I mean, just call Luhan Dada or something"

"Why would we do that eomma?"

Luhan sigh.

"because the names you've been calling me sounds weird as I am not a woman to begin with kids"

"but you were fine with it back then" Sehun argued.

"that was before I lost my memory!"

"Fine~" Luhan heard both of his kids said.

"Can we go now Dad, dada?" Haowen said.

they've been standing at the entrance of the amusment park for a while now. Arguing at such useless things.

"We'll ride horsey first mwa-dada!" said Hannie.

As Hannie said, they went to the merry go around or horsey, as their kid call it.

"common Hao, sumakay ka na din" nakangiting sabi ni Luhan habang nakatayo sa gilid ng sinasakyan ni Hannie.

"No! that's for kids, I'm not a kid anymore" 

"Who said that? you're still a kid, our kid" Sehun said and messed Haowen's hair.

"No!" pagkasabi ni Haowen nun ay tumalikod siya.

Luhan sigh at lumapit sa anak, binuhat niya ito at sapilitang isinakay sa katabing kabayo na sasakyan ni Hannie.

"You are a kid because YOU are my baby" 

Luhan kisses the tip of Haowen's nose that made the boy smile.

"now hold on tight, baka mahulog kayo" Luhan added.

as the merry go around moved, Luhan took a few pictures.

Several minor rides later, the kids got hungry and the family decided it's time to eat dinner and then they went home.

On their way home, Haowen and Hannie fell asleep out of exhaustion. The car that was noisy before turn silent as the two adult stare at the rode.

" I'll carry Hannie, you carry Haowen" Luhan said.

" Love---"

" Drop it Oh"

Sehun was shock for a moment but then lead to confusion.

" There's no need to play fun family, the kids are asleep"

" Love, what are you saying? I'm not even pretending!" Sehun said. Confused of what the heck Luhan is saying.

" Puullleaasee Sehun, don't ever call me Love again if it's just the two of us. It disgust me" Luhan said, exaggerating the 'please' part.

" So you're telling me all of those, the way you act earlier and the previous days were just for a show?!" Sehun asked, now frustrated.

Luhan chuckled. A sarcastic one.

" Do you think I would easily forgive you? Ano, pagkatapos ng lahat ganun ganun na lang? Okay na? First, baka nakakalimutan mo ikaw ang dahilan kung bakit ako ganito. Kung bakit ako naaksidete years ago, putting not only my life but our child's life in danger! Pangalawa, sinira mo ang pangalawa kong buhay, I found a man who can love me more than you can but you force me to be here, with you"

Luhan can tell that every words are stabbing into Sehun's heart, and that was actually what he intended. You can't see any regrets as Luhan let go of those words.

" oh! And let's not forget, that you cheated on me too several times. How would you expect me to comeback here with an arms wide open? I'm only doing this for my kids, so get a hold of yourself Oh"

Napayuko naman si Sehun dahil sa mga binitawang salita ni Luhan. Totoo naman ito kaya ano namang laban niya? He admot every mistake, so there's no point in making excuses.

" I know it won't be easy but just like what you did to me before, I won't give up Lu. I won't give. Not on you, not on our kids, and not on us" still Sehun said determined.

" Try as hard as you can. Try as much as you want, but nothing will change. There's no place for you in my heart. I don't feel anything for you anymore."

Sehun once again look at Luhan's face, and so both their eyes meet.

" Right now I'm looking at your face. The man I love more than my life years ago, but I feel nothing. My heart feels nothing but anger and hatred whenever I'm looking at those brown orbs"

It's true that Luhan feels nothing. He can't feel the butterflies in his stomach nor the loud and fast beat of his heart, unlike when his with Jongsuk.

Did the burning fire really died in Luhan's heart?

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Wdt? 😂