Isang gabi sa aking panaginip, ako raw ay isang babaeng may powers parang superhero lang pero syempre secret lang yung powers ko (baka mabuking ako ng mga kalaban ko).
Ako pa rin si ako. isang heart broken, promise waiter na babae. In short, babaeng nagpapakamartyr.
Sa panaginip ko kasama yung taong inaantay ko (dati nung elem ako) pero sa kasamaang palad hindi pa rin siya ang makakatuluyan ko kasi may girlfriend siya. But wait, may kaibigan siya na ipinakilala sa akin. Hindi ko siya kilala, the face is so unfamiliar but when he touched me it felt so familiar although it was only a dream.
Napatulala ako sa sarili kong panaginip (di ko alam na possible pala un). Feeling ko nawala yung sakit na meron sa akin dahil sa lalaking nagbreak ng heart ko. Time passed by in my dreams, nakilala namin ang isa't-isa and the next thing i knew , eh kami na.
Ang sweet-sweet namin halos nakalimutan ko nang panaginip lang ang lahat. Sobrang vivid nung mga scenes sa utak ko na feeling ko talagang kasama ko siya at nahahawakan ko siya.
Every touch is so meaningful, every stares and every conversation felt so real. I wanted to be trapped in the dream that i had but every dream has to stop.
We have to wake up and face the real world, to face the pain and suffering that life offers.
Nagising ako pero bago ko iminulat ang mata ko, naramdaman ko pa ang huling pagpat niya sa ulo ko and he was holding me close.
He whispered the words i've always wanted to hear.
he said "I LOVE YOU".
It felt so great and so real that it made me cry.
Breakfast time at naririnig ko pa rin sa utak ko ang sinabi niya.
Pilit kong inaalala kung sino yung taong yun.
Kung saan ko siya nakita o possibleng nakilala but my mind went blank, my body went numb but i still hear my heart pounding so hard.
The face is not unfamiliar.
He's not a stranger.
I've seen him before, i have encountered him several times.
I KNOW HIM.
It was the same man that broke my heart, the same man that made a promise to me but never accomplished it. It was the man i loved.
NO!!!NO!!! It is the man I still LOVE.
The man that i have been waiting for. The man that said the words that ruined my belief about love.
THe words "THE END."
It hurts, it really does. But i promised myself to forget about him. I've promised myself to move on and live my life without him and continue my fight like i haven't known him.
Deep inside, my heart tells me to continue and believe that he'll be with me, that he IS for me. My heart tells me to hope, to take chances that my dream will come true but my mind?
My mind tells me to stop and wait until the right person comes along and make my heart beat again.
And when that time comes, I'll be ready.
I'll be careful and make sure that i'll never hear the words
"THE END"
