Spoken) I let you into my life. I let you see my pain, my scars, my strife. I told you every problem I had and we there's a secret we both had. But then one day, the words just stopped, unchanged, unfazed, unknown. I thought it was me, thought I pushed you away, turns out you had replaced me from the first day.... That bitch stole you away (away away away). Away from my life and my soul. Away from all my joy and everything I knowww. She took you away, and left me in the dust. She made a hole and pushed me in and I still haven't gotten out. I knew I was stupid, I knew I was blind, but I never knew you stab me from this far behind I tried from day one to push it away but it just kept coming back day after day. I wanted to scream, I wanted to cry but most importantly....I wanted to die. She took all I had and never gave me a chance. She stole you away once she had the chance. But who was I kidding it was never gonna happen....you're too depressed she said....while I'm here happy. She made me look like shit, she made me cry, she made it seem like I was the bad guy. But again I'm here alone. I'm cold, I'm unwanted and out of my zone. I've made my mistakes and gave my own chances but now I've said fuck it and given it all up.
I tried to sleep off the pain again I tried to clear my head Tried to make these thoughts go away but they keep finding their way back around What do I have to do to not hear a sound? To make these voices stop going round How do I fill this void? Do I even have a choice? No you don't that's nonsense (nonsense) You're just stuck inside your own head (own head) You can never escape from us kid Cause if you try you're gonna wind up dead What that's impossible, why can't I just follow what my heart says? You idiot, cause your heart lies, it only gives you hope But if it's hope that I want? Well too bad cause here there is none Where am I gonna find myself (nowhere) I can't keep listening to these voices in my head (you have to) I need to free myself inside (you can't) I need it more than I ever realized You're so stupid can't you see, there's no hope for you cause there's no hope for me. Of course there is you just have to look Oh you're so blind here you take a look In this mind of mine there war fare everywhere There's blood and violence and death and rage We're locked in here like it's a cage But it doesn't have to be a cage if you just set me free I'm not doing that again, it killed me once I won't let it KILL ME AGAIN
