I am a sad poet, I live a solitiude life all by myself. I am like the woman in the song by Chad and Jeremy Willow Weep for Me and like the girl in the Secret Garden Musical The Girl I Mean To Be. I want to be loved for me and not as a sex object or toy. My mental health went downhill when the man who wa with me for seven years left me to die.
I will neve trust another man as long as I live but platonic male friends I have and we have things in common and they are there for me unlike the man who use to tell me he loved me and then he abandon me and headed back for Nashville.
If you listen to both songs over at http://youtube.com you will see how they connect with me and how terribly sad is now. Life will never be the same for me and my writing is my passion. I am incurable romantic that lives in the turn of the 20th century. I am not a material girl and I am very old fashion and I just want to be loved for what I am just like Karen Carpenter sings in her song.
Love me for what I am and not want you can change into be I am who I am and this is how God made me to be.
