I am indecisive, im artsy, yes sometimes I wanna die but tomorrow pray I see another day.
My hair is wild , I dress for myself and yet no one understands the struggles of me , how my mind had jungle gyms and balance beams.
We all see what we wanna see, but don't judge cause I choose to wear all black instead of a maxi dress , because I lace shoes not slide into heels, because my skin is fudge not light.. So don't judge
Yet no one understands the struggles of me , how my mind has jungle gyms and balance beams.
Misunderstood cause I'm misguided and misplaced in a world where I'm starting to think "Mis-" is part of my name.
I'm an equation of both sides with no solution , a sold in a density column, not in oil but the rocks that sink to the bottom.
I'm not 6'3 , I don't have muscles like a body builder but yet all this weight seems to fall of me..
I don't have hazel eyes, big butt , big chest , my skin isn't flawless and I don't get all the guys or better yet , no one pays me any mind at all.
You don't know the struggles of me , how my mind has jungle gyms and balance beams.
I'm 5'1 , 106 pounds and of that consist of a warrior who has defeated all man
but can't even defeat the demons in my mind.
I'm trapped , I don't feel beautiful everyday , I don't know what beauty is I just hope somebody doesn't see me as the mis placed gene but sees more in me than I see in myself.
I'm figured out that what you think in your mind isn't always what you get. No one understands the struggles of me how my mind has jungle gyms and balance beams ..
When you ask where does my heart lye , I'll turn to U and ask the same .
Misunderstood, broken , angry ,upset, lost , worried , underestimated, un evolved , yet no one understands the struggles of me , how my mind has jungle gyms and balance beams.
I can't do nothing right , I'm the Fire tryna spark in Ya roll, im to blunt
They cant handle a flame such as i cause unlike a candle I just don't blow out I get back up and dust myself off
Still nothing I do is ever the right thing to do.
Yet I make people masturbate their brains when they hear me speak
Now I see why I'm so misunderstood
