My friend went behind my back and started to date the guy I have a crush on.When I heard it from her cousin it killed me in the inside I wanted to cry but I couldn't because I was in class.But I couldn't hold it and cried a little when the tear came out of my eye my heart was hurting a lot.At first I did not wanted to believe it until the next class came and she told me her self.It Killed me that night I cried for like 2 or 3 hours and I did it again without looking at what I became.I become like my friends while I help them not hurt them I do it.I feel lost like if I can't breathe sometimes.Sometimes I have to lie to my friends so that they don't have to worry about me,It hurts me lie but I have to so that they don't have to worry about me.I know it's only been a few days or weeks I can't remember anymore.Everytime I see them together I just keep telling myself I was not good enough for him and I will never be.A few days ago I got come information about why he played with my feelings and my other friend all he did it for was to get close to my friend well his girlfriend now.Its weird who you thought would never hurt you was the one who finished hurting you the most.Me and my friend well his girlfriend we know each other for 2 years now and she did not care about it and she knew I liked him but she still went for it.That's when I realized she was a fake friend this whole time.One of my other friends who I have know since elementary told me how was I not mad at her before and then I told well I don't know why should I be mad at her then she gave me so many reasons to hate both of them.Now I will find my friends way to get what I want and I don't like him anymore.She did not cared about are friendship and she thought she could get away with this without me doing something.She does not know what coming for her she does not know me as well she thinks she does not know what I can do.But now that I am in this place and that I know I think I am better without her holding me back from everything she can be happy but I am going to live through what I know and I am going to leave this all in the pass and move on.
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