"Leave me alone," I mutter through gritted teeth.
'Kill yourself.'
'How could anyone love you?'
'You're so disgusting.'
"Stop it!"
The voices scream at me as I fumble through my bag and grab what I'm looking for. Switching open the blade, I press the knife to my skin and cut harshly. I don't stop until the voices cease.
By then there are tears in my eyes and the blade is positioned vertically along my wrist, but I won't do it. I can't do it. I have to stay alive for Phil.
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Help Me Live || Phan
FanfictionThis is the prequel to Let Me Die. Dan Howell is sad. But its more than that. He's not just sad, he's depressed. His friend Phil wants to help him, but how can you help someone who doesn't want to be helped? TW: cutting, depression, suicide, bulimia...
