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I made it home and inside the house. Nyla sitting on the couch eating some pizza. I smiled and put my keys in the counter.
"How was the baby shower? She Asked me.
"Emotional, I saw Marcello. He kept telling me he wanted me home. Then I had to run out because I got embarrassed." I said and she patted the seat beside her. I sat beside and tears just started coming out my eyes.
"Why were you embarrassed?" She asked and I shrugged. I didn't feel like talking about it.
"Come on you can tell me." She encouraged me and I shook my head.
"I'm embarrassed that people know he got a baby by someone else. They know I didn't give him what he wanted or I guess needed. And that someone else had his first child. I wanted to do that and now it's taken from me." She sighed and hugged me.
"You got to learn how to not worry about what people say. They all got problems and any baby you have will be important to him. It doesn't matter if it's the first second or eighteenth." She said and I nodded. I kissed her on the cheek and I walked into the room and got undressed. The fact that I can't sleep beside Marcello kills me. I got naked and put on a T-shirt. I got in the bed a then my phone started ringing. I looked at the Caller-ID and it was Marcello. I ignored the call and I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
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I woke up and felt dinner coming up. I ran into the bathroom. I emptied the contents of my stomach. I finished and laid against the tile floor. Then two minutes later I was back up throwing up. I finished again and laid on the floor.
"Are you okay Bea?" I nodded and she sighed. I think she's getting tired of me. She was looking at me with a scolding face.
"What nana?" I asked giggling. She shook her head at me and I rolled my eyes.
"You think you gone be able to ignore that baby forever?" She asked me and I shrugged.
"I'm not ignoring it. It's just I don't want a baby right now. I don't think I can be a mother. My mom was never one to me so I haven't had a great example of a mother." I shook my head and put my head on my knees. Why did I let him do that if I knew that I wasn't ready?
"When the baby comes out and you see it you'll do whatever you can do to protect it and love it." She said and I Nodded. I got up and helped Nana up.
"You hungry baby?" She asked me and I shook my head. She nodded and I went back into my room. I closed my eyes and put my hands on my belly. I was slowly gaining weight and people would know soon.
I thought about what my mother would say in this situation. She probably would laugh and say I told you so. Because she always said that you have to please a man to make him stay. And she would criticize me for not wanting to have sex before marriage. My phone lit up and I looked down at it. It was a text from Marcello.
It says ' I love you, and I always will even if you decide not to come home. But I really hope you show up tomorrow with your bags packed and ready to move in' I laughed at the message. It was sweet so I just had to reply
'As much as I would like to I can't. I miss you, But I cant. I love you too baby." I replied and laid my phone down. I closed my eyes and dreamed about my baby. Well fetus right now. It was a baby boy and he was beautiful.
~Bea finally accepted that she's pregnant.
~Thanks for Reading Darlings
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Making It Work
RandomBea And Marcello are at it again. They are trying to work out their marriage but in order to do that they have to do something neither of them wants to do. Lay it all out on the table.
