The Distraction

Chapter 8

Hey guys it's Shelby!! <3 I missed you all :* I am writting this chapter so I hope you all will enjoy. The previous chapter was emotional and understand if you cried, hell I cried reading it when Heaven sent it to me or told me to read it for checking. In all honesty I love Heaven as an amazing best friend and she is an amazing writer!! Heaven...I love you girl! And I am determined to drive my happy white ass to go see you. I think all of you need a little back story of how Heaven and I met. Heaven and I met on an application I am not going to say which one, but we met. The first time we met we absolutely hated each other. We literally wanted to rip each others heads of but we didn't. Eventually we bonded over something we both like, and became quiet close. Heaven and I have been friends for almost a year now and we hope to stay good friends and meet face to face sometime soon, We both live in the same state and have facetimed each other before. I have visited where she lives but unfortuantly was not able to meet her the day I was there. And that is a little bit about how Heaven and I became friends. NOW ONTO THE STORY!!!

I am so sorry I have not been able to write lately I have just been occupied.

XO Shelbs<3

XX Heaven

{Recap of Last Chapter}

Ashton has been recieving quiet a bunch of hate over twitter. The #KeepCuttingAshtonYoureTrash was trending worldwide making Ashton actually feel like trash. With Ashton's years of being clean he had relapsed because of the hate also since no one was there to stop him frorm his relapse. Heaven found Ashton on the ground blood around him, Heaven called the boys as she rushed Ashton to the hospital. The boys and Shelby met Heaven and Ashton at the hospital where Heaven had a break down as we were waiting and hoping that Ashton is okay because of the amount of blood lose there was.

Present Time {10:15 On a Sunday Morning}

Shelby's POV

I sat in the waiting room with Heaven sitting next to me holding her head in her lap. All I could do was rub her back and cry with her. Ashton, Luke, Calum and Michael have been our friends for years before Heaven and I started dating Luke and Ashton. This is hard to watch my best friend go through so much pain...I feel helpless...My best guy friend is sitting in a hospital bed while I am out here perfectly fine. I could feel the tears rushing down my face, I hurry and burry my face into Luke's chest so no one sees me cry.

As I am done crying the doctor comes out and tells us that we can visit Ashton. Heaven looks at me and I look back. "Go see him Hea he's your boyfriend...He needs you." I softly said while I rub her back. Heaven slightly smiled at me as she got up and walked into the hospital room.

"Luke...I love you..." I say as I look over at him shaking his leg like he always does when he is thinking or frustrated. He looked over at me the movement of his leg slowing down as he smiles and pulls me close to him.

"I love you so much more babygirl. You're my everything and I never want to lose you." He was whispering in my ear... major turn on but I had to hold back everything because right now we have to focus on Ashton.

I could hear Heaven walking out of the hosptial room "Does anyone else want to go in an see Ashton?" She says softly. I get up and slowly walk over to Heaven. "I'll go in and see him ." I quietly say as I hug her then walk in. I slowly walked into Ashton's hospital room as I rub under my eyes removing the makeup that had run off from crying previous.

"H-Hi Ashton..." I quietly speak as he looks up at me. I slowly and slightly sit down next to him feeling my eyes fill with tears. "Ash..." Ashton puts his finger over my mouth and whispers "Please don't cry...I'm okay Shelby I promise." The tears start rushing down my face as I lean into hug Ashton. He is like a big brother to me...I can't lose my brother.