You, Me and Us | megayano

you, me and us.

Something had changed.

Megami didn't know what, but she knew something had changed.

Was it Ayano after it was over? Or was it just there, and she never even noticed it until now?

Or Megami's perception of her?

Ayano got up, searching for her clothes on the floor. The bed felt cold, even though what transpired before.

Or was the apartment cold?

"Come back, Ayano..." Megami whispered, barely even audible. She actually didn't what Ayano to hear.
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"Hmm? What are you saying?" Ayano said, looking at her through the mirror.

"N-nothing, Ayano..." Megami knew she was just being used for Senpai, but she actually managed to fall in love with her.

"You weren't saying that before..." She says, rolling her eyes. "That's what I'm worried about. Did you actually like it...?"

Megami was humiliated, she was never like this. Damn, Ayano was a good top. Her silence was just confirming it.

"Oh."

She wasn't ashamed of Ayano using her, or even making love to her. She was ashamed of her acting like her first time hadn't mean anything.

"You're not usually like this, but I do love you, remember that."

Megami was shocked, was she lying? "S-stop... You're only using me to get Taro..."

Ayano shook her head, "you're wrong." She was closer, like actually really close to the bed.

"That would be perfect, right...? Because we have the same feelings now..." Megami blinked, welcoming the familiar sadness and pain. It was Ayano always made her feel.

Ayano winked.

"It's true, Megami. You have to promise me something, though."

"H-huh?"

"Promise me that you won't love anew! That you'll never love somebody romantically ever again! Only me! You can only have friends!"

Megami should've known, Ayano is still a yandere. She just wants love, and she knows that.

"But, remember. I'm your only one. It's them and us."

Megami found it difficult how to respond, even though she wasn't going to protest. She did like the fact that she only needed platonic relationships.

But something had changed, her love for Ayano carried weight, now that they were lovers.

Or maybe it was hitting her that this is the only time she'll ever get romantic love.

"Nobody else..."

Because... Who else were there?

Sure, their was the student council, but they didn't see her friends. Just a untouchable goddess.

And it was just Ayano and Megami, all alone together. Their families were messed up.

Ayano was just yandere, and Ryoba made sure that she knew that. The special someone was Megami, not Taro.

Megami was just another fly in the spider web that is her family. She's the heiress to it.

Ayano plopped down on the bed next to Megami, taking her hand and squeezing it really hard.

If they touched another person's heart, it would have to be platonically, or violently.

Ayano was constantly reminded that she wasn't normal, yet she had to act like it, is it her mother's fault? Her mother ruined the school, and Megami is the granddaughter of the person who made the school.

"Of course, Ayano, I would never love anew."

It wasn't possible.

"I know."

Ayano pulled Megami in a kiss, just to tell her that she's the only one for her. That they're fine on their own.

But Megami knew they wouldn't.

Which meant Ayano already knew too.
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I might make this a series but for now, this is just a oneshot.

Heavily inspired by "Us and Them" on A03, by @if_youhaveghosts.

Series name? She's a monster.