The flickering lights
Of everything i leave behind
Like a flashing sign
Of better times
From the rear side mirror
Reminds me it feels better when you cry
So i let the tears stream by
Like old friends greeting me hi
And I can't wait to tell them
How alone i feel inside
I picked my fights
And I lost most,
Bleeding fingers
From writing so much
And none of them stayed
None of them hear
How much it hurts to lose yourself
I lost myself
Burning pangs of pain in my chest
Reminding me I am alive yet again
And the sky looks grey from where I stand
Cus nothing feels real
And is not sinking in yet
How alone it feels to be myself
I picked my fights
And I lost most,
Bleeding fingers
From writing so much
And none of them stayed
None of them hear
How much it hurts to lose yourself
I lost myself
Because
I don't know who I am without you
I don't know who I am without you
Am I my hair? My chipped nails?
Am I the way I carry myself?
I don't know who I am without you
I don't know who I am without you
Am I the way I loved you yesterday?
