Madness [Jin One Shots]

Madness [ pt. 1 ]

Jin stared at the ceiling, with his tears stream down his face. He cried silently, hugging his knees. He still didnt realise that it's been a year since she left him like this.

I miss you, i need you.

The words that he keep saying everyday. It was stressful to see Jin in this condition. Even the rest of BTS can't take it anymore.

How long he'd be like this?

The question that always come up everytime they saw the eldest wake up in tears. They all had to cook by themselves or eat outside.

They stopped promoting since the incident that made the Kim Seok Jin, the princess of BTS gone crazy. He never left the dorm eversince.

" Hyung. " the tall maknae said, standing at the door. " Let's get some fresh air. "

Jin stayed still at the corner, sobbing. He shook his head, covering his ears with his sweaty palms. His tears still fall even though its the hundredth time of the month. He never missed crying for a day.

" I don't want to go out! " He cried, punching the wall. They wall had cracks and blood stain because its the only way Jin could let his pain away, but things got worse.

" Hyung, stop it. " Jungkook said, coming closer.

" Don't. " Jin lean his forehead at the wall where he hit earlier.

His hand must've bleed again for the fifth time of this week.

That was what Jungkook expected.

" Hyung, do you hurt anywhere? " He asked, being the caring Maknae.

" My heart! It hurts! " Jin yelled pushing the maknae far away from him. " Leave me alone. "

He firmly said, not wanting to hurt another member because of his madness.

Last time, they asked RapMonster to persuade Jin but ended up this princess hit the Leader, that RapMonster almost broke his back. Jin threw a chair on the leader's back that he was put in the hospital for almost three months.

" Hyung, stop it. " Jungkook said, placing his hand on the older's shoulder.

Jin slowly move his gaze at the younger that made the younger gasp. Who knows the one who were called pretty became this hideous.

He become pale and skinnier.

" It's time for you to move on. "

The 18-years-old boy said. Jin chuckled, shoting a death glare.

" What do you know about love? " He said, standing up. His crazy side had come this time.

He stood up and face the tall maknae. He pushed the younger harshly that Jungkook fell on the floor. Jin started to kicked Jungkook at his rib and the madness has take control that he thought of breaking his rib.

Before Jin lifted his leg to kick Jungkook harder, a fist flew to his face that Jin fall on the ground.

" Hyung, hajima. " the deep voice made him stiffened.

He never thought that the 4D alien could be this serious.

" Its enough that you almost kill Namjoon-hyung, now you wanted to kill Jungkook? " Taehyung yell at Jin who look like a shit.

" What did he do wrong!? " Taehyung yell, angrily. Jin was speechless, as he cried again.

" He remind me of her.. " Jin said softly.

" Go to hell, " Taehyung spat and dragged Jungkook out of the room.

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" This is all your fault! " Jin yelled to him self, as he starred at the mirror. Starring at his mesirable self. Oh how ugly he is now.