A Thousand Reasons Not To

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"He's literally an angel, I hate him."

That sentence is stuck in my head, on repeat. I can't move, everything hurts. I figured I was lying on the ground and facing up. I tilted my head on the right and saw someone struggling to get up to go closer to me. He was crying and he was covered in blood. I looked at myself and I saw my phone lying on my stomach, thinking that I could get it, something grabbed my hands instead and it was him. He whispered softly saying "I-I'm sorry Raven, I didn't mean for this to happen."

Then tears came falling down to his cheeks. He closed his eyes and murmured, "This isn't real. Please wake me up to this nightmare." He said it repeatedly until I managed to touch his face. I started crying without knowing the reason why.

I closed my eyes for a moment and when I opened them I can see some light flashing to my left. I looked at the direction where the light was coming from and saw some people coming near us. I tried to talk but my mouth won't let me, I tried to move but my body won't let me, I tried everything to stand up, but it just doesn't seem to work. The man lifted the boy on my right, and then afterwards they lifted me. Where are they taking us? As the man walked I can see the boy being brought to an ambulance, he was closing his eyes and it doesn't seem to look like he's moving.

I closed my eyes again and found myself on a white bed. Am I in a hospital? It's so white and clean. Fragments of memories appeared and I can see some nurses gathered around me. They all looked worried and they seem to wonder if I'm going to make it out alive.

Something came up as I was thinking about what happened.

"I love you, Raven."

"I love you too."

Was that my voice? Well, if it is who was the one I'm talking to?

Who was it?

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