Beyond The Sky (A Luke Hemmings Romantic Novel)

"Ours"

Remember all you felt was pain left inside of you and nothing positive,living in a dark alley without life and strength missing,remember now all of those,are made by gold,became your greatest strength of love. 

Is this all a big dream I am living in or is just my imagination flying out of limits?! A great feeling was overtaking me,I had a smile on my face now,not just a smile,not just a fake one,not just to pass another day alive and not caring,a happy one,by a lover one. Did this happen like two weeks ago,is this reality or my eyes are still closed and empty?! All the road back to my house,I couldn't resist the smile that she would give me every 5 seconds,the way her delicate and small hands would hold tighter mine's,the way her head rested on my shoulder,the way she kissed and said goodnight to me. Was this happening too fast?! Like,falling in love,not knowing what love is,but what if she showed to me what love is..this is not a question,is a retoric one,knowing the answer,she is making me feel warmer and happier than then. My heart isn't of stone,anymore,I hope so,the thousands of feelings she gives me when I touch her,or whenever she's with me. She makes me breath underwater,even if that world makes you die. Luke,you're overfalling in love,the way she talks,and smiles,the way she laugh in a delicate and weak way,all these are my weakness,she's my weakness,she's like the blood giving life to my body. She makes the World a better place,my world,makes me a better person,everyday of my life. Can you love someone this much?! Way more than the stars,than a musician loves music with all he has,than the whole Univers?! Am I a fool thinking that love is nothing until you meet your only one? I guess I'm not. 

-Luke,you finally came! I'm going to give you a big news,-my mother confessed to me. 

I just watched her in the eye,full of curiosity,waiting for her to move on. 

-What is it?-I asked,while sitting in the couch,relaxing from all those beautiful thoughts,even though I wanted to think like that forever,forever happiness. 

-Look,honey. From University of Oxford,they have made to you a proposal,a really important one that I wouldn't throw it for any reason away. You're an exellent student and it would make your dream come true,you've worked so hard and..I'm really proud of you! 

And she kissed my cheek,feeling proud of her beautiful son,but he couldn't leave everything behind,now that everything felt right,like the right moment to fall back in love,especially Her. I feel like I can't talk,my mouth being filled with none of words,everything that I build in a positive way,of school,all these years,my mother has right,I've worked so hard and my work should be rewarding and this moment just came to me,but negative one? Leaving everything with Her,behind,like never happened. Is about I and Her,more for Her. They say,If is a true love will survive even If you're in the end of the World,but how percent true is this?! They don't know and I'm just like them. If I go and for a short period of time I'll come back,will she accept my heart again? Or I could be forgotten. My feet led me into my room,sadness filling over everything,the kingdom of silence and depression took me over,again. I was overthinking and the last time I felt like this,I got closer to Death. While my eyes are concentrating on the dark wall of my room,I was thinking,how could I tell Her this?! She would fall apart,break down and the scary feeling was that she would never be the same,less depressed and cold. I don't want to go,but somewhere there is my future,where I belong? Not sure if I do,because my lover one will not be there comforting me while I will be a mess because I will be missing her,every beauty breathing her perfections. Here,someone or something interrupted me and myself ,hearing something cracking into my window,feeling hopeless. 

Here she was,beautiful than ever, Ariana?! Ariana?! Did I go insane now or what?! Ariana. 

-What are you doing here ?! Are you alright?! Is this a dream?!