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A "Normal" Day

I wake up to a loud noise, very loud. I sit up and remember how bad my life is, the abusing, the scolding but everything washes away when my younger foster brother's voice is heard at my door

Jisung- Goodmorning Y/n, are you up?

Y/n- Hi Jisung yes i'll be downstairs in a few minutes

Jisung- Okay, Chenle and i will be waiting for you okay? so we can walk to school together

Y/n- Okay

I stand up from my bed and go to do my daily morning routine, brushing my teeth, taking a shower and finally putting on my uniform.

I put my books in my bag and make my way downstairs to a abusing foster mother

Debbie- Well that took you long enough i hope you didn't waste my fucking water

I was basically used to this, being scolded everyday because of the most stupid things you could think of and i was slowly getting sick of it.

I take a banana for breakfast and go outside to Jisung and Chenle.

Jisung- Hey we heard that, are you okay?

Y/n- Ah you know damn well i'm used to it, soon we will leave don't worry

Chenle- About that uh Jisung and i got ourselves a job a while ago but we didn't tell you because we didn't want to worry you

Y/n- WHATTT?!!!!, WHAT KIND OF JOB?????

Jisung- that's not important y/n, we want you to know that we're getting ourselves out of here, okay?

Y/n- But but i'm your big sister i'm supposed to take care of you not the other way around

Chenle- It's okay don't focus on that just make sure you have your stuff packed because when Jisung and i have saved enough money we're sneaking out.

I nodded and stepped into the school bus that just arrived.

The drive was pretty quiet since i was really ashamed.

We arrived at school and again a normal day for me, i wasn't only being abused at home but also at school. People bullied and made fun of me since i did not wear clean clothes like them and wasn't Korean.

Oh that's what i forgot to mention

I'm a foreigner. My mom was a crackhead and when she didn't have money to take care of my anymore she put me up for adoption. I was 5 years old. Years later our orphanage moved to South Korea. All the orphans were forced to learn Korean, it wasn't really hard but it took some time.

I walked into school and was greeted by my bestfriend Jihyo

Jihyo- Hey Y/n, how are you? OMG I HAVE SO MUCH TEA!!!

Y/n- Jihyo omg i'm doing good but SPILL!

Jihyo- Daniel asked me to be his girlfriend yesterday and i said YES

Y/n- Oh my goddddd i'm so happy for you guys!!!

i hugged Jihyo and as soon i pulled away the bell rang.

Y/n- shit. i'll meet you after school okay?

Jihyo- Oh about that i'm going to Daniel his house after school.

Y/n- OOOOOOOH okayyy,it's okay babe , have fun okay? and use a condom please

Jihyo hit my shoulder as i waved her goodbye.

My classes went by pretty fast and before i knew it i was out of my last class. I made my way to the bus until someone pushed me from behind.

Solar- Hey loser watch where you're walking!

Y/n- Solar what the fuck is your problem! Why do you keep harassing me? What did i do to you?

Solar- I just don't like your ugly face dirty bitch, now get out of my fucking way

I was pushed to the ground again. I got up, wiped the dirt off my butt and stepped inside the school bus.

When i came home my foster mother was sleeping on the couch, phew what a blessing, i really didn't need her bullshit now. I went upstairs, put my bag down and took a shower. i decided to take a nap since my foster brothers wouldn't be home till midnight.

i woke up at 7pm just in time for my evening walk.

I put on my jeans, hoodie and made my way to my window. I didn't need my foster mother asking questions i was clearly not in the mood AT ALL.

I walked to the park and sat on the bench, clearing my mind, thinking about running away or just saving everybody by killing...

i always thought like this and it disgusted me. How could you kill someone? no matter how bad they are, a living person does not deserve that.

But i really wanted to kill my foster mother, she was making everybody's life a living hell and hey it's okay if she scolds you but don't fucking harass my brothers. One week ago she came home drunk and tried to touch a little boy at our orphanage but Jisung came just in time to drag her out of the room. She started hitting Jisung and Jisung being the gentleman he is, he didn't hit back. She's lucky i wasn't there otherwise i would of snapped.

Deep in your thoughts you realize it's almost midnight. You stand up and make your way home. You decide to take a shortcut since you were going to be late, but it's a dark alley.

You walk not looking in any direction but your front until you heard a scream.

You follow the sound and think to yourself "go home, don't go, don't go" you follow the sound to the end of the dark alley and your jaw drops. You see three men kicking something until you realized it was someone...

The four men negotiate with each other while you try to overhear their conversation but you're just too far away, in one swift movement one of the men pulled out a gun and shot the one on the ground in the head. I gasp at what I've just seen happening and slowly walk backwards making this my biggest mistake. i tripped over a little stone making me fall into a puddle, the men notice and walk towards me i couldn't move, the men came a little closer and so i could recognize two of them......i-it w-wa-as Chenle and Jisung..... I sat up and ran, because my life depended on it. I could hear multiple shots and i didn't know if they were shooting me or someone else but i didn't bother to look back. After a few seconds of running i could feel my body falling apart, what was this feeling? i fell onto the ground and realized i was shot after a puddle of blood started to form next to me. I felt my heart beating out of my chest when i heard footsteps approaching. I felt my heart beating a bit slower, i closed my eyes and slowly accepted my faith. I blacked out.