|| ✔️ || Our Love || one shot ||

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It all started when I was 8 years old.

I met a boy while I was playing outside my house in Chiang Mai.

He was the brave kind of kid who'll stand up for you.

After that first meeting where he saved me from few 10 years old boys, we kept on meeting each other up at a park.

The park meeting turned out to be all the time and we were always seen together there.

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I would tell him all my secrets.

He was very quiet and would just listen to what I had to say.

I found him easy to talk to and I could talk to him about everything.

In school we had separate friends but when we got home we would always talk about what happened in school.

One day I told him that a guy I liked hurt me and broke my heart.

He comforted me and told me everything would be okay.

He gave me words of encouragement and helped me get over him.

I was happy and thought of him as a real friend.

But I knew that there was something else about him that I liked.

I thought of it that night and figured that I loved him as a good friend.

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All through high school until graduation, we're always together and I thought it was normal as we were good friends.

But I knew deep inside that I really felt differently.

On graduation night, even though we had different dates for the prom, I really wanted to be with him.

After everybody went home that night, I went to his house and told him that I wanted to see him.

Well, that night was my big chance and all I did was just sit there with him watching the stars and talking about our future plans instead.

I looked into his eyes and listened to him talk about his dreams.

He wanted to get married and settle down.

He wanted to buy a pretty engagement ring.

He also said he wanted to be rich and successful.

I told him about my dreams and cuddle next to him.

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I went home hurt because I didn't tell him how I felt about him.

I wanted to tell him that I love him so badly but I was too scared and frightened to do so.

I decided to let my feelings go and told myself that someday I would tell him how I felt.

All through college, I wanted to tell him about my feelings but he always had someone with him.

After graduation, he got a job in Bangkok.

I was happy for him but at the same time I was sad to see him go.

I was also sad because I didn't tell him how I felt.

Nevertheless, I couldn't let him know then as he was leaving for his big job.

Hence, I just kept it to myself and watched him board the plane.