jacks pov I started walkng to school when i see this boy walking on his own with his pet dog. I walked up to him and introduces myself. He told me his dogs name is toothless cause he has no teeth and only got teeth when he needed them. Honestly am i dont know how but i dont argue with cute boyz. We were walking to school together. He was smiling at me the entire time. His eyes were so wide with the cutest green color and his lips i can kiss them all day and the dimples were so big he was the one he was the most handsome guy ever! I told him he should come over my house later so we can get to know eachother. He said he would and am freaking the fuck out in some way i feel like fucking him right in the ass and others i feel like kiss him slowly and slofty. But yet all at once. He is the most handsome guy. My mom wont be home and we will be home alone. At last i think i found the one. He calls his mom to make sure he can come over. Lies to her saying we knew eachother for years. She finally says yes he can come over. He can also sleep over am glad my parnets will be out on the bussiness trip for a whole year no onee there to check on me just me and him how awesome and my mom will be sending money in the mail for me. We get to my place and he takes off his shirts and puts it on the couch. His abs are amazang hs has a six pack. Am sitting here wondering if i should make a move. I dont know if he is gay to so am a little nervous like what if he wont hang out with me anymore. But he is the world i want to mess with and he is the only thing that can fill up my heart. If i try to kiss him do u think he would mind. We go upstairs i feel like i known him for years we are getting ready for bed he gets fully undressed to put on his clothes should i go in for the kiss now. Then ............ he kissed me. His lips up agiasnted mine what an amazang feeling. The next day we woke up really early we ended up sleeping in the same bed last night he was only sleeping in his boxers and so was i. It was like we were nake sleeping together. He is so cute. He told me he liked me them he started kissing me again. he started taking off my boxers as i took off his. he kneeded down as i fucked him it felt great i was so surpised. I love the way it felt to run my fingers through his har he is the canvas that i want to make and thats what needs to happen. I could tell he enjoied the sex because the next ay he asked for more but that time it was even better this time i was the one to kneel and he did all the work and it felt so good. He gave me something to remeber first time ever having gay sex how amazaning. I love him but the thing is we arent even boyfriend and boyfriend. Lmfao. On that friday we went to school late because we needed to have some time before school. Hiccup is so funny for why he was late he put because he was to busy having sex lml. I told him i loved him when walking to my locker. When we got to my locker he asked me out. I said yes so loud that everyone heard and turned away and started laughing we totally foregot everyone in our school abhor gays in my school. I feel bad for Esla she really liked me and all her friends made fun of her for liking someone thats gay. How rude but the really bad news is Hiccup has o go home on saturday. :( Only if he could stay at my house am going to be so lonely without him but since we both have an i phone we could fae time. For the rest of the day people were talking bad about me laughing and everything. I went back to my locker where Hiccup said he would meet me i found a suicide in my locker. I knew it was from Hiccup is reads. "My last words to anyone well there is alot to say cause i love you and i know am bad at showing it. I love u and i need you to be strong take care of toothless for me please. Tell my mom i love her and thanks for everything its time for my pasting. I am sick of people makkng fun of me and i need to find my happy place and join my dad in heaven. You have a beautiful soul and your the person i love the most love you Hiccup." I ran to the only spot he could be. He had cuts all over him and there was a knife right besides him on his one arm its states am sorry but you can hardly see it. He is still alive but he is hardly breathing. I call the hostipal and they take him right in. He finally wakes ups after 5 weeks i was waits by his side every second as he wakes up he stares at me and starts to cry saying how sorry he was and asking me questions about how did i find him i gave him a big kiss on the lips and told him not to worry. He smiles and starts to wipe his tears . I sat in the bed with him and was trying to make him feel btter but nothing seemed to work
