Email To Forever (CDawgVA X Reader)

Chapter 8

Connor looked at you as you tried to remember what happened. "I really dont remember..." You said. "Well... you left my hotel room... you blacked out before we filmed anything... could you have blacked out while driving?" He asked.

"N-No... I don't think so." You mumbled. "Maybe with time I'll remember what happened..." You said. "Yeah, you're right. I just want to take away the pain... maybe once you're feeling better... we could do our date." Connor said, causing you to smile.

Just then Connors phone dinged as well as yours, you picked up your phone and looked at the notification that Connor's YouTube channel uploaded a new video. "Oh, looks like Evan finished editing the video." He said. "Let's watch it." You smiled.

Connor smiled and pulled his chair closer to your bed. "Come lay with me..." You said softly. "A-Are you sure? I don't want to hurt you..." Connor said, but you carefully scooted over and made room for him anyways. Connor smiled and got in the bed with you.

You turned the volume up on your phone and watched the video, resting your head on Connor's shoulder. You and Connor both laughed at the stupidity of the video, then afterwards you saw comments rolling in, one after another, after another.

ConnorNoticeMeSenpai: OMG ITS Y/N!!!!

Kermit: How dare he replace me...

You and Connor both laughed at the comments, but then you saw some hate coming.

ConnorTheYaoiBoi: Ew, why is he doing a video with her?

Naori: Do yall think that he's dating her???

Hope: I hope they're not dating... Connor can do so much better than her, she's not talented and I don't know why she even has a big following. Probably using him for clout.

Fay: Thanks for the cancer on my screen Connor.

You tried not letting the hate get to you, but it was no use, the tears started to fall onto your cheeks, and Connor looked at you. "Y/N... hey..." He said as he wrapped his arms carefully around you. You buried your face into his neck and cried.

"Y/N... I know its tough on you... I'm so sorry you have to go through this. But, I'll be here with you every step of the way." Connor said as he held you. "You're extremely talented and beautiful, dont let them get to you. That's exactly what they want. They want to bring you down, if even that costs my happiness too." He said.

"You-You're happy when you-you're with me?" You asked as you sniffled. "Of course I am... I never really been this happy with anyone before... even though we're not dating... I want to be yours Y/N." He said. You looked up at Connor with your tear stained face and smiled weakly at him.

"What made you realize that?" You asked. "Last night. After you left, I told Evan that I want to be with you, that's why as I soon as I got the call that you were in the hospital, I dropped what I was doing and came straight here." He said. You smiled at him and looked him in the eyes. "I want to be yours too Connor."

"Really?" He smiled as he pushed a strand of hair behind your ear. "Of course. When I emailed you asking if you wanted to go on a date with me... I was being serious. But, I thought since you get so many emails from thirsty girls, I thought you may have thought of it as a joke." You said.

"Well, to be honest. I did take it as a joke at first. But, after spending time with you... I wanted it to be serious as well." He smiled. You looked at him with a smile still plastered on your face, Connor cupped your cheek and pressed his lips to yours. In an instant you kissed him back, your lips melting together in pure perfection.

"Will you be mine, Y/N?" Connor smiled. "No." You said, causing a confused and shock expression to come across Connor's face. "I want to be yours forever." You smiled and kissed him once again.