Chapter 8: Emotional bonding

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Hehe, sorry, I know it is not enough. Saying sorry I mean. But you need to know this: My exams are right now and I probably failed one

Love and hugs,
                SadStarz.

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Apollyon p.o.v.

I ran to the kitchen the moment I heard her gasp. There she was standing, trembling like a leaf and holding a piece of paper. I saw she was crying and went up to her.

"He, he left." She said.

"Who left, Lauren?"

"My dad, he left. He left me alone to go to rehab. He wrote me this letter, he will be away for at least a year he says." She answered while handing me the letter.

I took it and began to read it.

My sweet princess,

I know I have been the most terrible father all your life and I know there are no excuses good enough to say.The truth is, when your mother told me she was pregnant it didn't want the child, our child, you. And I began to drink and gamble my thoughts away. With the time I learned to live with the fact you existed and were my child. But the drinking and gambling didn't seem to stop. In fact, I became worse then before. I began to beat you and react more aggressively when you got older. And then your mother, my wife and the love of my live died in that accident. It was all my fault, if I wasn't to lazy and if we had enough money, I could have went to the car-shop to let the brakes be fixed. Due to my laziness, my inability to realize I loved you, she died and I lost the last thing remaining of her. You.Now, I went to the doctors and he said that if I kept drinking like this, my liver wouldn't function anymore. I hope that once I'm back from rehab, which the doctor said could take at least a year, we can start over. I know I don't have the right to ask this of you, but can you please think about it. I don't deserve your forgiveness, I know and it's has come through my skull finally I have been completely what I shouldn't have been to you. I have told a friend to watch you and he will come to visit somewhere in the week.

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