He's fallen for the new girl.

Prologue

Everyone comes to New York for a reason but for me it's complicated. Stuck up parents and dead family was part of the reason why but there's also those few individuals that push you to far, tell you your fat to many times, tell you your useless to many times. The list go's on.

So I wasn't really thinking when I told my stuck up bitch of a mum that I was going to chase my dreams in America of becoming a musician. She believed the lie but most people at school guessed why I was really going they've seen most of it. Mostly because it was their fault. They pushed me to far and I decided it was to much. It had been to much for to long. Nobody noticed. My parents were to stupid to hear the late night crying, the sound of a blade. If they did, they didn't care.

Another part was the anxiety that was starting to rule my life. I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder when I was eleven and now I'm to scared to do most things that most of the people at my school would do naturally. I hide in my room fighting a battle in my mind. To cut or to not.