Lastnight I had a dance. My girlfriend was there and she was so fucking beautiful. She looked so happy, like nothing could get in the way of her beautiful smile.
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I'm dying.
Slowly, but steadily.
I'm lost.
I'm going insane.
Help me.
Please.
Each morning I wake up and my mind is going way faster then my body. I tell myself 'let's put jeans on now' I go over to my jeans and start putting them on. But I haven't even got them half way on yet and my mind is like 'now the shirt' 'now lotion' and I just can't control it anymore you know.
I'm not normal. Something is wrong with me. It hurts everyday to wake up to rushing. It hurts to wake up to something you don't want to see. It hurts so much you don't even know.
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Uh... what is this?
AdventureSo. This is my life. This is not for anyone. This is just where I open up and say things that I couldn't out loud.
