Chapter 5

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*Pic in the side is Tengoku.*
The snake man wanted both of the five year olds, knowing the hidden powers both possessed. When he attacked, both clans fought as strong as possible. But in the end, the clans were killed. Manami and Rin fought to the death, praising their children for being stronger than they were. And when they fell, snake man figured something out. No, he didn't want both, he wanted Amaya. Tengoku fought, but he'd never been good at fighting. And so, he pulled out the grenade he always had. He'd told Amaya to run while flicking the grenade pin at her.
And so, Amaya ran as fast as she could, but she could still hear her brothers cries of pain. Then, the grenade going off. She'd lost her family, she couldn't stop any of that. She no longer thought she deserved the names of her clans. She felt as though their blood sat aimed her own hands, though it didn't.
And that was the moment she decided to change her name twosome thing else.
To Chi, meaning Blood.
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And now you know. Now you know how I became what I am, how I became this messed up. As I grew up, I learned that it wasn't my fault, though I still felt that way. So I grew up in a messed up place, stuck with thoughts that didn't make sense to even myself.

I use to wander around the nations, wondering about what my life would be like. What would have happened if my brother lived? What if I had just handed myself over? I don't really know. What I do know is, that I mustn't let myself dwell on the past. And I cannot cry, because crying doesn't bring them back, nothing will.
Maybe it just took me a long time to realize that, or maybe I just didn't want too. I don't know, I might never even know.
Human beings wish things they cannot have, like a family or someone to love you. Not all people notice this, either. Maybe it's too hard to see? Too lazy to look? I don't really know. All I know is, they're not coming back.

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Sorry if it's confusing. This is her bio. It is telling about her. This is not a thought or feeling, it is her story. Now I'm also sorry with how short this is. It was the end of her bio an I didn't want to cram any other thing in it. Not a lot of time happens during this, the normal week or so. When I pick back up, she'll be taking the test to get her headband. K, thanks for reading, and enjoy. I'll update soon,

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