You never know you're gone once it happens
I think.
I never thought I'd want someone, scratch that- need someone as much as him. I have a dependency on him like a dependency for caffeine. Every Time he looks at me I freeze, die, sweat, all of the above. But when he looks at me its not the way you think.
It's hate.
I'm disgusting to him, vermin. I'm just another fag on the side of the road, easy to make a pit stop and let out any extra frustration. With every punch and kick I don't feel pain or worthlessness I feel the complete opposite. Out of all the people he could do such things to, it's me. I guess I can call my self lucky...
Scratch that.
It's shit, but I won't give up on this one, even through the battering.
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Fanfictiondepression [ diˈpreSHən ] Noun severe despondency and dejection, typically felt over a period of time and accompanied by feelings of hopelessness and inadequacy.
