I'm sorry mom,
That I don't care what you think
Of my friends or me.
I'm sorry mom,
I'm not the person
you wanted me to be.
I'm sorry mom,
you're ashamed of who I am
But I won't change.
I'm sorry mom,
That I hate that monster
You call my father.
I'm sorry mom,
that you never cared
at all about me.
I'm sorry mom,
I slit my wrists and sometimes want
To bleed my life away.
I'm sorry mom,
in advance for when I finally say
'This is a goodbye that will last forever'.
I'm sorry mom,
That you've broken my self-confidence so bad
that I can't love myself anymore.
I'm sorry mom,
I still love you
when you can never be truly forgiven.
I'm sorry mom,
that it disgusts me
when you and dad are happy.
I'm sorry mom,
it took me this long
to realize you never loved me.
I'm sorry mom,
you think hitting me is okay
because it's not at all.
I'm sorry mom,
I'm not perfect
so stop expecting me to be.
I'm sorry mom,
that one day you'll drive me to take my last breath
and you won't even try to stop me.
I'm sorry mom,
that I want for this day to be the last
so I can fade away into nothingness.
