~Lying Emotions~ (jeffrey miller fanfic)

Same Way

Beep! Beep! Beep! A constant, irritating din explodes in my head. Groggily, my heavy eyelids open to tiny slits. Catching a glimpse of the time, 7:00, I let my burning eyes rest. My mind is blank, and devoid of all thought as I force myself up. Aching, my muscles slowly stretch themselves out. Suddenly an image of Jeffrey laughing is plastered in my imagination. A strange feeling tugs at my stomach, leading it into crazy fips. For crying out loud, I'm already nervuos to see him!! I've known him for 8 years of my life, why am I so anxious to see him already.

When I'm finally standing all the way up, I start to try and really wake myself up. Gathering my thoughts, I remind myself that its a school day, and that my parents have already left for work so I'm car pooling with Jeffrey. Pondering my clothes options actually doesn't take me that long today, I wanna wear something comfy.

Staggering to my dresser, I snatch up some black sweats, a white speghetti strap tank, and my white nike jacket. Honestly, I hate wearing flashy things that show off my curves. I don't want a guy to like me for my butt or chest. He should like me for my personality, so I don't wear anything immodest. It disgusts me when girls my age, which is only 14, wear push up bras, and jeans with butt pads. Seriously?? You're 14.

Letting out an exasperated sigh, I change swiftly, hating the chilled air clawing at my bare skin. The silky soft fabric encases me like a huge warm blanket. I love the warm feeling it gives me; it reminds me of Jeffrey's hugs. I walk out of my light blue room and towards my bathroom. Swiftly I brush my teeth, being extra careful for my braces. Then, I put in my contacts, all of a sudden, the whole world seems so much more clear. It's like a metaphor for my feelings, my heart just needed to turn to Jeffrey, and now everything is unfogged.

Now I put on my makeup, I only focus on my eyes. I actually like their color, and for me that means something. It's something on my body that gives all of my emotions away, but its my favorite part of my body. So I put on some mascara, but only enough to make my eyelashes flare out. Then I put on a touch of winged eyeliner, but I make sure it isnt too noticable. Finally ready, I gaze into my own silvery teal eyes. What is going on through Jeffrey's mind right now?? Does he feel the same way as I do for him??

My phones goes off and snaps me out of my foolish thoughts. I reach into my pocket and take out my phone. The beautiful lockscreen is of Jeffrey and I laughing, I can't help but look at it for a few seconds. Checking my texts, I see its Jeffrey, even at the sight of his name I have to remind my thoughts to calm themselves.

Are you ready yet slowpoke?? My fingers move swiftly over my screen, typing like a maniac, and I respond,

Almost, hold your horses bruhh. His next text comes back quickly, and I read it just as fast,

Ok then ;) See ya soon.

Smiling like an idiot, I throw some white Jordans on, and stumble clumsily to the door. The icy door handle chills my hand as I step outside into the frigid air. Even a layer of snow has blanketed the ground. The crisp cold manacles me in it's grasp, I would much rather be burning up on a summer day than this. I hear Jeffrey's mom's car on the driveway. My eyes flick up, and I notice he is flashing a winning smile at me, his blue eyes search mine. Gosh, even in this freezing weather he is still smoking hot. His mom, Cindy, is sitting next to him, she is smiling too.

So I guess I'll be sitting in the back seat all by myself... Oh well. I dash over to the them, the frost nipping my hands and face until I'm safely slamming the car door shut behind me. The change in temperatures is extremely drastic, but I'm grateful for it,

" What's up Jefferson??" I secretly smile inside, waiting for him to respond in his rich voice,

"Hey snazzy Jazzy!!" His tone is so enthusiastic, and my heart melts; how he can be so positive all the time?? I giggle quietly and rest my head on the window, "Look at this!" Jeffrey's voice is excited. He turns around so that he's facing me and hands me his phone.

Gazing at the screen, I see that he's on instagram. There's a video of his first vine, a snippet of his double tap video, and him making a heart symbol while he's onstage at the Reality Dance Jam tour. The fans in the audiance are going absolutely insane. I smile, I'm so proud of him! He didn't even like to sing infront of people until 6th grade. Now look at him! For crying out loud, my best friend is freaking amazing.

I hand the phone back to him and examine his cheerful, aqua eyes. Grinning, I batt my eyelashes and whisper softly,

"I'm still your biggest fan," In response, he makes a rediculous cross between a duck face and a constipated face that drags a laugh out of me. In fact I'm laughing for a good 30 seconds.